:)

2006-10-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

OKAY.
the new blog is up (:
though the skin is not mine, but its pretty (:
haha.
and this blog has served me well with all my 180 posts. LOL!

new url:
http://likethewind-.blogspot.com

YAY (: haha

2006-10-19T16:03:00.000-07:00

I THINK HE'S REALLY CUTE (:
haha.

2006-10-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

Talentime is on monday and I think our class is super unprepared though 1__'s item seems kind of screwed. But I think we'll get on fine, as usual. We just work better last minute (: and I'm TRYING to be the pianist for the musical we are doing. Funny. Since I never learnt the piano, not really anyway, and also cause I never did anything for the other class competitions. The dancers and choir people did chinese talentime and for ACES I just slept on the track while they were practicing and now I want to learn how to play the piano for talentime. lol.
I got mums really pissed cause I just couldnt learn how to play and so far I only know the first line cause the whole thing is SUPER complicated, for me. So much co-ordination is needed and I can barely stretch over one octave. But I probably wont play, if not I'd probably just screw up the whole thing. SEEHOW (: I

HAHAH. yesterday was funny .
on the way to the rink, I passed by the place we went for jamming and then I smsed eugene and i was like, i just passed by ______'s house there. HAHA. And he thought I went to look for him. No eugene, maybe next time! haha.

Nothing much to post about since school's been pretty boring so I'll end here and TRY to update Chet's dead blog while nice people like those who tagged recently can keep tagging (: haha. And for anyone who was expecting some stuff about results, I'm sorry, not here :D

2006-10-16T18:03:00.000-07:00

Okay, I think Saturday was just emo day and everything but yeah, Im fine and I will be going to camp[: Afterall I've always wanted camp (except maybe on saturday) but yea (: I think camp's gonna be cool, just like it was last year and yupp, it's all about God- not men, and obviously not him. Besides, the hotel looks really REALLY cool :D haha.

Anway,
nothing much has happened in school- no lessons and just sitting around in class playing card games (no money involved) and then doing STUFF for the whole day.
Basically like at home, nothing to do.
BUT
i've got stuff to do like watch goong on youtube (:
and
I THINK KIM JEONG HOON IS SO CUTE!! haha
AND AND AND..
stormbreaker is gonna show soon;
like the book,
is a movie
that is gonna be ______ (whats the word)
yeah
I think im going on a senseless rant
but I'm just terribly bored in school, in the com lab.

(:
Kim Jeong Hoon :D haha.

2006-10-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

I think I will have to put off my new blog thing for quite a while. I cant really be bothered to create the skin cause my codes somehow got all screwed. BAH. And I still like this (: Or I shall just start using other people's blogskins instead of using my own... hmm. i dont know.

Anyway.
There will be camp again this year. Good, or bad? I dont really know but I miss camp cause it was super fun while it lasted and I think it helped me grow a lot and I made many new friends and all so I'm really sure that this years camp will be fun too but camp, will still be different. But I do know that alot of people are thrilled by the prospects of camp this year. Not surprising because last year's Infused camp was really, really good but I'm just not too sure if i want to go. It will be held in Swiss Garden Resort in Kuntan Malaysia, like last year only that we went to Sofitel in JB. Its further and I'm very prone to homesickness. LOL. But that is not exactly the only reason why I dont feel like going. I guess I dread camp because of "bad experience" from last year. No, dont get me wrong. Last year wasnt really bad. I think camp was wonderful, I grew ALOT in camp, much more than I had expected and the presence of God there was just really good too. Worship and then the bonding with everyone else was wonderful too. I had a great leader; Andre, and the best room mates (: SHUANG AND DEBORAH <3 style="font-style: italic;" size="2">
this time it would be different; he wont be there this year.

2006-10-09T21:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the end of EOYs and it kinda marked the end of mugging at serene till next year or something and its funny how I always wanted EOYs to end soon and now that its over, I wished it was still on. Then I could go to serene to mug with ariel, dee and yeow and at the same time, see my hot guy from hc i think. haha. But now that EOYs are over or coming to an end (for him) he might not be there to mug anymore which means that even if I go there then I cant see him anymore. haha. No, he's not the whole reason why i go there. Haha.

~~#3. Stop going to serene EVERDAY~~
ive done that (:
~~#9. SLEEP [:~~
I've done this too. lol.

negative + negative = positive
similarly,
_____ + _____ = ___
see, xue? (:

2006-10-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

2 papers done! and even though i think i screwed up for science, since i lost 5 marks in MCQ alone, i'll die. but heck. IM HAPPY [: i just saw prettyful skates and the nice gleaming blades that guarantee good take off. I WANT NEW SKATES!

"At first glance you may not see the difference. But then you step on the ice. Quicker cuts. Exceptional edges. Lightning-fast take-offs. There is a difference, and you’ll definitely feel it with the new Parabolic Blade, exclusively from MK and John Wilson Skates.
The revolutionary Parabolic design tapers to the mid-section of the blade to increase stability. You’ll be more centered on the blade, dramatically improving your footwork and edge jumps. For unbeatable performance, look to the Parabolic, the world’s most advanced blade."

yes! i want a ridell skate, for a change, instead of everyone's risport rf2 super. I SHALL TRY A RIDELL. i think. leonard says its good. i dont know. both seem equally good but after reading, risport seems better. BUT I WANT THE PARABOLOIC BLADE. haha. or maybe ULTIMA. or maybe gold seal k pick. i dont know. i cant decide. haha.

i shant bore people with skate stuff anymore [: i shall just go and look for skates when im sure i can change.

and ive to start on math now. BAH.

2006-10-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

THINGS TO DO AFTER EOYS:
#1. bake THE THING. haha.
i dont really know what we're actually going to do, but i hope it turns out okay [:
#2. E and A.
Haha.
#3. Stop going to serene EVERYDAY.
i've been there for like.. everyday since monday and its not a good thing..
#4. CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN and use the NEW blog
yes, i have a new blog because this one is so.. old? haha. i dont know. but a new blog, new blogskin and a new start would do me good..
#5. Stop studying till next year.
#6. Run with ariel cause we've been eating too much ice cream, but i'm still not too keen on running.
#7. Chet's ice skating thing.
I think we were supposed to go during sep hols. haha.
#8. SKATE SKATE AND SKATE [:
#9. SLEEP [:
#10. BEACHH

ah, 5 papers down and 4 more to go and i think ive lost the mood for studying already and i guess its a good thing that it happened now cause the rest of the papers dont really require MUCH studying and also at a time when im going to burst. AH. all the shit.
have been going to island creamery everyday for the past 3 days now and i think in 2 weeks, since last monday, i've seen some people for like 5 times and it kinda seems like its too much right now. seeing him, is too much to handle. ah well. i still have to study and i will still go to serene. it is a public place and his presence, wont really make any difference since right now, i dont seem to know him anymore..

anyway, ive to continue studying for science and chinese tomorrow.
and by tomorrow the papers will be over and i would have gone to serene for the 4th time this week, seen him for the 4th time this week and then the next day would be math.

AH. screw math.
i just dont have a thing for numbers.
when people think me- i dont think numbers will really come to their mind because im not good with numbers; unless of course they think of how lousy my math is and maybe of my phone number, but i am very rarely associated to math because im pretty horrible at it. which is why im going to serene for help tomorrow and i hope that joseph will be there with his smart friend again so that i he can help me like how he helped on monday, if not then DEE WILL HELP ME [:

2006-10-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

AH.
its funny how all the shit comes to you when you have something of utmost importance going on which requires your FULL concentration but you cant seem to do that becauase of all the shit that is thrown at you.
what happened today felt like a tight slap in my face and to make it worse, i had to lie- deny my feelings, deny what i knew was true and lie so that you could be happy or you would feel happy. BAH.
i guess im just confused right now.
why, of all times, did you tell me now?
why did you do what you did then?
why did you say what you said the other day?
what does some stuff mean?
and a lot more of questions that i dont have the answers to and will probably remain a mystery to me forever.
"it's so hard for me to hate you, no matter how much i want to. I tell myself everyday that I'm going to forget you, but it's just so hard. And I only end up remembering you more. you've definitely moved on, there probably wasn't even something there in the first place. it was probably just my blissfully naive imagination."
this just pretty much sums up what i have to say to you, if you will even come across this.
BAHH.

2006-09-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY SKATED AFTER NOT SKATING FOR ONE WEEK AND THREE DAYS (:
and i skated for 5 good hours :D
worked on spirals, spins and jumps
but i think my spins are still terrible cause i travel ALOT
ah well
i still have awhile more till skate singapore
and after EOYs i can practice like EVERYDAY as long as im free :D
and im determined to improve on my spins and they MUST be more than 10 rounds? yeah (:
and then i can learn leonard's pretty spin(:
HAHA.
its so cool! i tried to put up a video of it,
but it was kinda screwed, i think.
ah well.

2006-09-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

i wanted to post this long pretty post about random stuff since i dont feel like studying and ive nothing to do besides studying
but i have to go now, sadly ]:
so i shall just post up a video of leonard's PRETTY SPIN (:
haha.

CLICK HERE!

i HOPE it works (:
cause the spin is really pretty
and he is supposed to teach me like.. soon?
or next time or something
YAYNESS :D

2006-09-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

5 mins to post and i shant talk about the depressing SI results anymore
or at least i hope i will stop (:
so i shall talk about soccer :D lol
3rd PE lesson spent playing soccer and i think it was just hilarious
every PE lesson spent playing soccer or volleyball is hilarious
but today was just crazy
instead of the normal groups that we play in
we played in like this whole big group across the whole field? yeah.
and everyone was running for the ball and it was super fun (:
but super malu when you try to kick and you miss =/
HAHA.
but yani is super good (:
and this game was really fun cause so many of us were playing
and i didnt have everyone kicking my finger
like last time
but after three times of playing soccer with the class
ive come to a conclusion that girls cant really play
because its always full of screaming and legs everywhere
like seriously
so its better to watch (:

2006-09-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

YOU GIVE ME WINGS!
Thank you thank you thank you. I really enjoyed myself singing at the indoor stadium tonight for every one of you. It was really a dream come true to sing in front of the entire nation and to such an amazing 8000 people crowd. You guys were simply amazing. To all of you who watched at home on the telly, thank you so much to.. I have to apologise for not having enough tickets to go round. I tried my best to get as many as i could for allof you.
I actually had the most fun performing "should i stay" by dreamz fm... Its so very nice to perform a local song for a local competition! We must support local music!!! You guys were simply amazing with the cheers and everything! Shout out to hady's supporters as well. you guys really yelled your lungs out. I would not be here without your votes, love and support. Thank you for giving me the strength and determination to go all out every week for the past few months to perform for you.
I hope you enjoy the results show tomorrow and I really look forward to singing for you again soon!
Hugs and kisses...
Jon.

this was the last post on jon's blog and it was really sweet of him, trying to get tickets for his fans and all (:

i finally realise the obsession over jon
i guess its because he reminded me so much of someone
while he was gone
and i guess thats why his loss affected me so much
because jon seemed to mean as much as he did to me

2006-09-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

the results of SI was just really disappointing
and im amazed at how long it took for me to realise that the whole singapore idol thing is a waste of time, a waste of tears and a big joke.
no, i dont mean that tears were wasted crying about Jon losing singapore idol, its just wasted on crying that hady won. theres a difference there.
no doubt i still think jon should have won, since im a jon fan but i guess hady won fair and square cause he is a good singer and even though he screwed up on the day of the grand finals, he has always been consistent and he won through votes just because this whole thing is so commercialised, which goes to show that I didnt vote enough.
but like ariel said, performing at the indoor stadium is his dream and he has already fulfilled that and we should be happy for him and proud of him because he has really come a long way and he deserves being in the top 2 (: and yeah thanks to riel, xue and dee for listening to me cry on the phone. i think i really scared xue. heh.
and special thanks to chet for being my counsellor (: im okay! haha. and maybe youre right about the real reason why i support jon, i think ive kinda known that all along but ah well (:
anyway, ive spent the last 2 hours mourning and now ive got to start studying, EOYs in just a few weeks, so i shall post up POSTS ABOUT JON when i find time (:

LESSTHANTHREEJON(:

2006-09-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

"skate with your heart"

it's not just about the fancy costumes, though they are really pretty,

but its also about the sport itself

when you see a routine during competition

skaters make it look so easy

except maybe for when they fall

but you never get to see the effort they put into the preparation

falls after falls

scratches, injuries and cuts on ice

and even scolding from coaches

as the competition period draws nearer

its not easy

but they still do it anyway

because of the love for the sport

and

i love figure skating,

i really do [:

and skate singapore is coming [:

2006-09-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

I thought now is the time when friendships grew stronger
Especially at the end of the year
Where everyone is more familiar with one another
But somehow,
Mine seems to be falling apart
Maybe im just being oversensitive
But i am quite sure things are a little different now
Somehow
I dont know but things are just so confusing, so complicated-
The result of people confusing simple things like friendship
But then again, thats not the point
The point is,
im losing you

~~three of us~~
three of them

2006-09-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

cause i liked the view

2006-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

IM GONNA BURST FROM ALL THE STUDYING
my brain cant hold everything and i take like 1 hour to do a chapter for geog and science and even up to two for the longer chapters. and i still havent started on history yet
cant wait for the end of EOYs; just THREE more weeks till skating ANYTIME I WANT (:

anyway, here's the quiz from abby's blog;

01) single, taken or crushing?
:D
02) are you happy with your life now?
pretty much (:
03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
umm. i guess? i mean like when you fall for someone, he always seems like the right person.. right?
04)have you ever had your heartbroken?
mhmm.
05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nope.
06)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
depends.
07)have you talk bout marriage with another before?
HAHA. does considering whether to propose to keith count? :P
08)do you want children?
yeah, i think so
09)how many?
dont know
10)would you consider adoption?consider?
yupp :D
11)if someone liked you right now what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
tell me personally and not let me find out through other people and.. yeah. BUT BUT BUT, do it in a nice way :D
12)do you enjoy getting into relationships?
havent been in one
13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
dont have one, not really anyway. so nothing :D
14)do you believe in love at first sight?
its not really love, its lust.
15)are you romantic?
can be?
16)do you believe you can change someone?
yeahh
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
ON THE BEACH (: or maybe overseas
18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends
19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes
20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yeahh.
21)have you ever broken a heart?
yes..
22)one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with what would you do?
if the feeling is mutual between them, then i'll.. let him go?
23)are you missing someone now?
yeahh..
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below.
#1.CHET! (:
#2.DEE
#3. SUPERMAN :D
#4.TAI
#5.CHAR
and anyone else

2006-09-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

its so irritating how i have planned out what to do for the whole day what i have to accomplish by the end of the day and right now, about 19 mins till the next day, i am still left with the whole list unaccomplished. how wonderful.
and i really wonder why this is so.
must be the stupid afternoon nap.
RAWWR.
there are like so many things i cant do until after EOYs
~~AFTERNOON NAPS~~
a definite no, they eat up SO MUCH of your time, just like today
~~SKATING PRACTICES~~
as much as i want to, i cant go for practices even though skate singapore is a few months away. BOOO ]:
~~posting~~
ANOTHER DEFINITE NO but somehow i cant help it =/
~~msn~~
BIG BIG TIME CONSUMER.
~~READD~~
I CANT READ BOOKS cause when i do, i cant stop and i so badly want to read Jodie Picoult's my sister's keeper. HER BOOKS ARE WONDERFUL.

~~and the only must do i can think of now;~~
the only thing that i can think of that i MUST DO until after EOYs;
HIATUS ]:
and of course
MUGG.

and now, ive to do MATHH.

2006-09-16T09:46:00.000-07:00

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Your Quirk Factor: 47%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

How Quirky Are You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are 50% Impulsive

You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless.
You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments.
And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does!

Are You Impulsive?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually?
You tend to like to make calculated risks.
So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...
You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

HAHA. anyway, superman should do the superhero one (:

2006-09-14T14:21:00.000-07:00

I wish i could post about how wonderful SI was
and that i saw jon
shook his hand
spoke to him
got his autograph
and took pictures with him
but as much as i want to i cant
cause i didnt.
but at least he waved to me
when i shouted jon and waved frantically
at least
and i guess the recording was fun
it was like PSS and star idol
but it was more fun
cause i was screaming for jon (:
AND HE WILL MAKE IT TO THE FINALS! HOORAH! :D
LOL!
and even if he doesnt win, he will still have the reverie to fall back on
and he'll still get a contract just like sly
its funny how its almost like last year
top 3: 2 guys and a girl
top2: 2 guys, one malay one chinese
haha.
but its sad that the finals are REALLY near my EOYs
ah well.
hiatus. i need to go on a hiatus..
and i shall.. soon i guess.

2006-09-12T21:48:00.000-07:00

You Are Figure Skating

Graceful and expressive - yet athletic and focused.
You could bring the best of both worlds to this glamorous sport.

What Winter Sport Are You?

AAAAHHHH (:
lol :D

2006-09-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

2006-09-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

Finally finished typing out notes for chap 8 on rivers for the geog test tomorrow, but i still cant remember anything except that the delta and floodplains are fertile(: betcha didnt know that.
ANYWAY,
watched a walk to remember at abby's house after watching like 5 parts of it on youtube :D
and i think the guy is just sweet and he is capable of being like that too
its like the wind; you cant see it but you can feel it (:
and everyone should go watch it and read the book, its slightly different but still, both are really good and really nice and tear jerking:D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ABBY
AND HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO DENISE (:

2006-09-10T01:02:00.000-07:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream

A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: Highest Influence
R&B: Highest Influence
90's Pop: Low Influence
90's R&B: Low Influence
90's Rock: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

You Are 68% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

2006-09-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

It's like the wind; you cant see it, but you can feel it

2006-09-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

oh yes!
some stuff i left out from the CH outing:
after the mummy thing i did yet again, i was walking back and andrew and zhihe were seated like this,

and then andrew saw me, still covered in sand and went like:
"you look like a sand witch" well thats what i heard and i thought he meant, but he could have meant like sandwich because he APPARENTLY said "you want a sandwich" HAHA.

and while we were playing volleyball, we saw like 2 collies and they were barking at each other and reuben was acting as though he knew what they were saying and went:
"CALL ME TONIGHT AT 8 PM OKAY? MY NUMBER IS ...... "
"DONT FORGET TO CALL ME AH"
"IF YOU FORGET, I WILL BITE YOUR TAIL!"
hahaha!

and a really cute picture that i took of reuben and ivan in the bus (:

haha. they were pretending to not want to take, but in the end, they took the ivan bolster one. haha. PEEKABOO. lol.

and from abby's house:
i think her mom is really nice:D haha
and they know my parents, or at least they've met before
haha
and she like gave me the moo moo lah. LOL (:

and during pearl harbour
where danny and evelyn were kissing
abby went:
"they are doing dirty stuff!"
HAHA. SO CUTE LAH. lol.

and the stuff i never knew about myself when i sleep:
1) i kicked abby off the bed; i kinda knew i kicked since i kicked my friends mom off before =/
2) i steal the blanket unknowingly; i think i kinda know that too i think its like popiah right, riel? we just roll and then the blanket rolls with us and then we end up all wrapped up. lol.
3) i hug my piglet :D ; ahah that i didnt know or maybe yes i did lol

anyway. enough of posting. ive posted like thrice tonight. (:

BOO ): school's reopening in like a day's time
and i have math and chinese to compelete
and study for geog test on monday at the same time
and i have to even my tan;
cause ive got a shirt tan and its really ugly having 2 tones
and my uniform is sleeveless. HAHA.
no riel, its not obscene
(:

anyway,
NIGHTS:D

2006-09-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

okay, maybe the last part of the post was kinda harsh
but im just pissed at everyone right now
so its not really directed at anyone,
i think.
i dont know.

2006-09-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

SECTIONAL OUTING.
it was pretty fun i guess? but maybe cause the numbers were too big, so i still preferred CH outing to sectional outing. heh. BUT it was fun too okay (: i had fun being anti social :D and playing with shiny my piggybacker, grace lee, the coconut lover :D and grace yip whose hockey ball i "lost" thanks to kinnon and his friend who stole it. AND HIS FRIEND LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE SOMEONE, no shit. but i think he is nicer and not as dao i guess and he smiles much more. haha :D
anyway, it was fun lah :D trying to retrieve the hockey ball from kinnon and damien (is that how you spell it?) and then lying on the sand, talking to benn while the rest were at the "pool" made by kinnon and damien. and then like bombing bro vic with water bombs but then ending up getting chased by him and then like tackled and having water bombs smashed all around you. VIOLENCE! haha. i dont know but having riel and the rest crash the thing was fun i guess, but like someone said, it kinda defeats the whole purpose of having sectional outing which was meant to bond with your section when you are not bonding with your section either. but whatever man, i had fun bonding with myself and benn :D haha.
and we had like free time and i wanted to look for reuben's wallet, but they said there was no point so i didnt. heh. ah well.

then we had dinner with abby's parents and xue's family at a korean restaurant near harbour front and it was quite cool i think. like cooking the food in that THING, which some of us thought it was for cooking soup while smart benn thought it was for like. erm.. throwing in the food to cook, which it was. and then we saw this bowl of round white things that looked like marshmallows so i bit it but it was papery and unmarshmallow like and only towards the end, when abby smartly dropped one in her soup and it expanded then did we realise it was actually those hand towels. WHATEVER MAN. haha. but the food was really good :D haha. and we apparently saw the korean national soccer team, but i dont think it was cause i dont recognise anyone and there wasnt the lion guy, so it was probably the like.. whatabbysmomcallsit. haha.

and we went to abbys house for the sleepover. 1st thing we did was USE THE COM. i messaged certain people on friendster and then ariel and i talked to yeow on my account for a while and then it was banned after everyone showered and then we went to watch pearl harbour :D it was really nice i think :D though i didnt like the bombing part. like seeing people collapse, and the scenes at the hospital where everyone is burnt and bloody and all YUCK. haha. but they were all like, how can she love the two of them at the same time? and i guess, she can actually. i mean she liked rafe first, but when news that he died (which werent true) were spread, both she and danny thought he was dead and both of them being close to him obviously were all sad and depressed and found solace in each other and i guess she gradually fell for him, but i dont think she loved him as much as she loved rafe or maybe she doesnt love him at all, maybe it was just a liking? i dont know, but im tired of watching tear jerking love stories. they are just so deceiving, the plots are quite predictable and they either end up together or will for a while and get seperated after a while like in korean dramas but whatever man. its just not like that in real life. ANYWAY. they had like prank calling sessions and obviously they all called chet they all since they were having a sleep over too. haha. AND I PROPOSED TO KEITH! lol. dont know if he accepted, i didnt really hear since the guys were so super noisy but im scared of keith now. heh.

anyway, service wasnt that bad i think. i was still managing, half awake. haha. BUT I CANT STAND SOME PEOPLE MAN. SO DAO LAH. LIKE OH I CAN TALK TO YOU HAVE FUN AND PLAY WITH YOU ON ONE DAY AND THE NEXT DAY WHEN I SEE YOU, I TOTALLY JUST WALK PAST YOU. well, i dont really give a shit lah. PFFT. and in FUEL, i was falling asleep already. heh. and then i practically rushed to serene cause apparently someone was there studying but after walking round serene looking for him, he just wasnt there and then after walking to like cluny park after being so pissed, i realised he had just left when i came back or something. anyway, was talking to jeann and superman :D haha. and apparently i was redder than the apple i was carrying. well, not my fault. sun burn what! haha. and then we were talking about a possible CH outing to a chalet at the end of the year and how i would go to zhihe's room at night and keep him awake by popping in every few minutes :D and when he finally sleeps and awakes in the morning, he would see my head in the window and fall out of bed. HAHA :P seriously, i will disturb superman but if im tired i need rest too but i wont mind the window thing or if he is in a tent then i would like climb out of the window to disturb him. oh zhihe, joshua knows me as the superman fan! HAHA. and jeann is just really funny (: and i dont htink i was as red as an apple. haha. but im so glad i had ariel walk with me till cluny park when she came to meet me cause i was like walking around there for a while and since it was like at night and i was like alone, it was freaky especially when there were sounds coming from the drain so i went to botanical gardens instead :D haha.

anyway, it was good talking to jeann and zhihe cause they made us laugh and forgot about the urge to just punch or slap certain people just cause they just love blabbering stuff and i dont know. they just made us feel kinda cheated for a while i guess? what we did was out of trust but i guess they just had to betray that trust and i dont know, i guess im sorry but i really wont tell you much next time i mean i dont know if i can trust you anymore. trust that you wont go and tell your friends just cause they are you friends and for certain other hormones related reasons. please okay, its like privacy. RAWWR. im just gonna shut my trap i guess, and see, being anti social sometimes has its benefits. and really, what i do, what happens to me, is my business and i would really appreciate it if people would just stop butting in and interferring in everything i try to do so PISS OFF MANN.

he is my 171
but it doesnt really matter anymore.
it makes no difference
~~171~~

2006-09-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

SUPERMAN;

the new sprite model (:

sis varina and sis carol (:

reuben and his "ivan bolster" haha.

some of the girls from CH (: excluding reuben who's extra lah. lol.

2006-09-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

CH OUTING WAS GOOD :D even though marcus didnt make it and like most of marcus' team wasnt there. but i had fun ((: and on the way there with ariel, i realised something. whenever i meet her (or maybe its just everyone else) we never meet early. like today, we arranged to meet at 12 for lunch at adam hawker and we left our houses at about 12. LOL.

anyway, we reached sentosa at about 2 plus and started off by playing whacko in english THEN chinese and like ariel so reavealed my chinese name to EVERYONE THERE. wahh lauu. haha. i mean i always used "no chinese name" which is partially true cause its not shown on my birth cert and then she went like, oh ______ is her chinese name. but ariel was like really nice lah like when i never noticed that someone called me then she would be like "JO!" haha. and then we played dog and bone. and the team i was in won and we got to watch the other team, with ariel in it :P, do the chicken dance. HAHA.

and then it was EATING TIME :D and the food was delicious and strong (was that what ivan prayed for? something like that lah) haha. and I GOT PICTURES OF SUPERMAN :D haha. he was like the new sprite model, replacing aminah. haha. and we played catching in the ROUGH sand which really hurt since it was rough and it was really hot too. and i was the catcher quite a few times, 2 of which ZHIHE caught me. MEANIE. haha. all the times i was too sian to run so i just walked and out of luck i caught people. haha. except for the first time i think, i walked for like really long and in the end, reuben offered to get caught. HAHA! and we did the mummy thing again but it wasnt as good as last time i think cause the sand got in like my eyes and mouth and YUCKS. haha. and i didnt really play volleyball with them cause i was too busy trying to get the sand out and i washed with salt water till they all told me i shouldnt. HOW WAS I TO KNOW? haha. then poison ball and i think ivan is like really really good lah. haha. he siam until he was like the "winner" for the round quite a few times.

all that ended at 6 plus and i didnt know =/ so i was already 2 hours late for sec 4 farewell.

and we had a "closing" in which sis carol gave a "speech" which was somewhat encouraging and inspiring :D and then prayer and then free time.

we went into the water and i started splashing superman. haha. and sis varina and ariel and everyone. and reuben couldnt go in cause he didnt have extra shorts so i told him to dont wear and go back or alternatively he could borrow my fbts when i was done with them since they dried fast :P haha. but in the end he bought shorts and came in. LOL.

and i think the whole swimming thing ended at 7? 3hours late for farewell.

and we took pictures while waiting for the bus to come and i took pictures of ivan and reuben in the bus. haha. and finally we reached the interchange and i was queing for like super long, waiting for the uncle to finish his dinner then he came at like 8 plus and i reached danitza's house at 9. farewell was from 4-8.30 so i missed it lah. jon and shirin went back, rachel went back, it was only bala danitza jazlyn alethia yuen kheng and lisabelle that were left but they left shortly after we all cleared the function room and it was only me and bala till her dad came and picked us up. AH WELL. at least i showed my face, at least i.. cleared up? and spent like ten mins or more there? ah well. we should have ANOTHER farewell or something. heh. but i felt really bad. it was jon and rachel's farewell too! but i heard that instead of getting a shirt, they bought jon a box of condoms saying "think of us" WOW. and it was supposedly a box for "extra pleasure" LOL!

anyway. i feel really really bad for not going ): even though me bala and lyn shared chocs for the senior, i still should have been there but i guess i was having too much fun at the beach and all. we should have another gathering to the rink next time after their o's :D haha.

i'll upload the pics soon(:
and i hope that someone will return reuben's wallet. or maybe we can find it for him tomorrow?
if we go to palawan again :D i dont like losing wallets ive lost mine many times alr. heh.

2006-09-06T09:32:00.000-07:00

HAHA. a super super weird convo:

LEONARDO says:
HEYYYYYYY
JOELLE; says:
HEY
JOELLE; says:
haha
LEONARDO says:
LOL
LEONARDO says:
SO HOW ARE YOU
JOELLE; says:
fine thank you
JOELLE; says:
sorry to wake you up from your sleep
JOELLE; says:
HAHA
LEONARDO says:
ITS OKAY
LEONARDO says:
ANYTHING FOR MY GIRL
LEONARDO says:
(:
LEONARDO says:
DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND?
JOELLE; says:
LOL DEE COME BACK
JOELLE; says:
HAHA

scary. lol. but it was seriously funny. haha. much better than having the weird bgr talk with princess eugene. suddenly he she sounded so serious. HAHA. it was like some weird counselling session. LOL!

"i love you man"
haha. i still remember after so long
but it doesnt really matter whether you meant it or not
i shall just assume you did and be happy :D
though i really feel like letting go and moving on
that is the only thing that is giving me the little glimmer of hope
that maybe its mutual this time
but even if its not i cant let go and move on
ive tried
and its been about ten months already..
ive fallen too deep
gah.

2006-09-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

I WATCHED THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA
but only cause the rink was too crowded and i decided not to skate
cause i would have no space to practice with people skating around
hm. EVERYONE SHOULD LEARN CAMEL SPIN AND DO CAMEL SPINS
AND USE YOUR BLADE AND CUT EVERYONE WHO DARES COME CLOSE AND BLOCK YOU.
haha.
anyway, dee is right.
ITS REALLY NICE :D
and i think anne hathaway is pretty. haha.
i dont why but nearing the end of the movie, somehow it reminded me of someone
haha.
ah well :D
but after the movie i went up to the rink and it was so empty
SO NICE FOR SPINS AND JUMPS
RAWWWR.
haha.
i have to wait till next week and make do with off ice practice first
haha
and someone stole ricardo's jacket. like what the.
he left it on the bench and this lady walked past and took it!
moral of the story; dont leave stuff on the bench, make use of lockers.

but i made it back in time to watch SI (: heh.
and jon sang REALLY WELL. and they looked too much alike...
too bad dee missed it :P
hoho.
ANYWAY. tomorrow is the CH outing to the beach
and sec 4 farewell, cant wait! :D

i want him to be my 171 (;

2006-09-03T22:32:00.000-07:00

BEACH (:
I LOVE THE BEACH :D
AND ILL BE GOING TWICE THIS WEEK!
HOHO.
once,
CH outing- thurs
with the whole CH team, organised by Shu mei, and hopefully ariel xue grace vera esther and shiny will go. AND SUPERMAN MUST GO :D okay zhihe? haha!

the second one
SECTIONAL outing- friday
with brozhichao's section and our section and chet's lcell. haha. THE WHOLE LCELL IS CRASHING IT LAH! haha.
it will be FUN FUN AND MORE FUN.

AND ITS LIKE 2 DAYS AT THE BEACH;
ONE AFTER ANOTHER.
haha.
HIGH. HIGH. HAPPY. HAPPY.
my brains in a mush. cant think. im delirious
and maybe still tired from waking up at 9
but whatever
BEACH
i cant wait for the BEACH.
BEACH BEACH.

THE BEACH LOVES ME
I LOVE THE BEACH
WHEEE (:

oh shoots.
CH outing clashes with sec4 farewell ):
BOO.

BUT I STILL LOVE THE BEACH
AND THE BEACH STILL LOVES ME :D
I'LL FIND A WAY SOMEHOW.
ahoy capt'n :D
i'll be there for farewell too!

2006-09-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

It's funny how im posting for the third time, at 1.20am because i cant decide what to do. Not that posting will really help. But at least I am doing SOMETHING for a while and most of the time, my inspiration will just come from posts..

and i have decided what to do for the rest of the night:
complete math,
study geog if there is still time and if im still feeling okay,
and most importantly; e and a (: haha.

yes, you cant like them both..

2006-09-02T10:00:00.000-07:00

HOHO.
im posting again (:
maybe its cause like what eugene says, im too free..

WELL.
the holidays are finally here.
and ive like this long list of work for myself to do though i know i havent exactly followed through the first two days( yesterday and today) HEH.
but i should be able to complete a fair amount of studying for EOYs by the end of this week i hope
as long as i just stop spending so much time on the computer
and more time on work
like last night where i did math till 2 (: HAHA.
so proud of myself for being so hardworking. LOL.
oh yes. the schedule for EOYs are out
they are from the 2nd to 9th and we have about 9 papers =/
and i shall start mugging now since they are in about three or four weeks
:D

HOLS ARE GONNA BE COOL TOO (:
sectional outing, abby's house [though i dont think i can stay over ): ] and ice skating with chet and co though i dont think it is still on but still, it'll be fun! and the meeting with my loves! haha. its all messed up but ah well.

i like it when its just you and me (;

that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if i dont see you anymore

2006-09-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

everything just happened so quickly and when you really wish to treat someone better, and you cant, it just sucks doesnt it? and you regret what you did before that and you wish that you had more time, you wish you didnt ever do what you did.. and you remember all that person has done for you and now that that person needs you and yet, you cant do anything, sometimes you just feel so useless and so pissed at everything that has ever happened. but i just wish that you are fine where you are, and you are happy and in the end you will let go of us.

you'll be fine wont you? i just hope so but know that we will always be there for you (:

anyway (:
today's service was REALLY GOOD (: it kind of refuelled the fire for God, to serve His people.. and pastor janice is so cute. lol. but yeah. i liked the message today and something in me really "clicked" like pastor darick says. haha. and because the message was about becoming God's mighty men and women and pastor janice said like spiderman, superman and then i turned to look at zhihe whenever she said superman and then he asked me to turn back and listen to the sermon. HAHA! SUPERMAN! :D

and FUEL was just FUN FUN AND MORE FUN. yes, for once! HAHA. and i made the ball again! :D and i said some really weird and sick thing without realising it and xue, you are supposed to keep it a secret k! haha. anyway. we had this group cheer, based on SUPERMAN AGAIN! HAHA. and then it was like..
"up up and away! (mo and gab fang)
elaine's group! (all of us, doing kallang wave in our flying v formation)
shhhhhh (all of us, i dont know why)
(and then superman pose)"
HAHA. i got pretty high. and i was like, SUPERMAN= ZHIHE! for like really long. HAHA.
and then we needed a mascot and i was like, borrow zhihe lah! HAHA :P
somehow there are a lot of superman related stuff going on today (;

and serene.
hoho. it was crazy.
i expected it to be somewhat normal and i even brought work to do there. but no it wasnt because some stuff before that and we reached there pretty late as well and then i didnt get to do much work and i ran off to look for ariel who said she was at a cemetry but no she wasnt and i went round serene area to deanna's house to look for her twice. the first time myself and the second time with eugene who was nice enough to follow me to look for the cemetry which didnt exist. SO THANK YOU EUGENE, YOU NICE NICE CEMETERY BOY :D haha. and when i found her, she was at serene. WHATEVER LAH. haha. but riel, take care okay? we'll just wait till next week and see if they ask for us again and i guess we should just do our best to help him and just trust them yeah?

HOHO.
leon can do an axel off ice. BOO ):
i feel so weird like they are all trying things that are above their level and im contented with wating to be taught. BOO. i shall try some new stuff too! haha.

SECTIONAL OUTING IS AT THE BEACH
I LOVE THE BEACH
I HEART THE BEACH
I MISS THE BEACH
~~BECAUSE IM A BITCH.~~
i dont think im one, at least not now
haha
though every time im pissed i just want to bitch about everything.
now i guess im happy about sectional outing
and yet im feeling so overwhelmed by everything that has happened today
knowing that everything happened in such a short span of time
and that some people never really told me stuff though i know its not your fault
RAWWWR.
but take care alright?
you take care
ariel, grace(both of you), vera and joanna.
ALL OF YOU TAKE CARE.

and xue and dee,
I LOVE YOU STILL K? (:

2006-09-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

JON LEONG (:
and the shadow of his lookalike
who ran away with my heart:P

Wherever You Will Go- The Calling

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

2006-09-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

HOHO (im beginning to like this word. its so dee-ish. lol)
Project superstar is starting soon.
i just saw the ad on tv
showing weilian
junyang and
milubing; nic(odemus) lee, sam and weiqi
haha
when project superstar starts,
i'll still support JON LEONG i hope. lol.
ive got pretty pics of jon leong (:
and i recorded his songs on wed. HAHA.
and i watched lots of videos on youtube :D
and i realised jon leong has a HOT COUSIN
who sadly does not look like HIM
and jon can bowl well.
HAHA.
well, jon leong sang unforgettable-ly on wed
actually i realise why theres this whole obsession about jon leong here
and its cause i think he looks like someone
and he does!
but someone just looks better and he is a caucasoid!
haha. science.
VOTE FOR JON LEONG OKAY? (:
haha.
i think it'll be freaky if he wears yellow
in the next episode
=/
LOL!

2006-08-31T22:45:00.000-07:00

with the richardsonians

haha.

some of us from 6sy05 (:

2006-08-31T09:14:00.000-07:00

from abby's blog (:

1. Time of starting this? 12.09AM
2. Were you named after anyone? nope
3. Do you wish on stars? i did (:
4. When did you last cry? this afternoon? haha.
5. What is your favourite meat? im trying to decide between turkey breast and chicken and beef. haha.
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? dont know.
7. The worst album I ever heard. No idea
8. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? OF COURSE! why wouldnt i be :P lol.
9. Are you a daredevil?? no, not really
10. How do you release anger? shouting and screaming at people and cursing inwardly.
12. Do you trust others easily? yeah, which is BAD.
13. What was your favourite toy as a child? erm, does now count? cause now its my piglet (: the one from mo. the one that has the nicest name. haha.
14. What class in school do you think is totally useless? CE! haha.
15. Do you use sarcasm a lot? of course not! lol.
16. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? erm no
17. What do you look for in a guy/girl. its too long to state and besides, i did like one whole quiz on this before so no point repeating it. haha.
18. Would you bungee jump? yea. i have. haha.
19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope. ill just pull the shoe off. heh.
21. What are your favourite colours?Black,white,blue,orange,green and quite a lot more..
22.whats ur least favourite thing? i dont knoww.
23. How many ppl do u have a crush on right now? HAHA! i have the right not to answer. i cant tell everyone. i only tell like some people. LOL.
24. What do you miss most right now? PORTUGESE CHICKEN!
25. What colour underwear are you wearing? cant remember.
26. What are you listening to right now? Hips dont lie - shakira. HAHA. REMINDS ME OF AMINAH AND MAIDS DONT LIE. lol.
27. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? pretty green (:
28. What is the weather like right now? it just rainedd..?
29. Last person you talked to on the phone? cant remember.
30. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? i dont know. i dont notice anything about people until i know them, but for those i dont know then its their name?? LOL.
31. Do you like the person who did this before you? ABBY? YEAH (: but i wont steal her from dee.
32. How are you today? very fine, thank you. I JUST BOUGHT TWO PRETTY SHIRTS! and one is green and the other is orange! HAHA.
33. Favourite drink? coke?
34. Favourite alcoholic drink? red wine.
35. Natural hair colour? black
36. Eye colour? very black. haha.
37. Wear contacts? nope.
38. Siblings? if you mean really blood related then a younger sister.. haha
39. Favourite month? NOVEMBER. december. june. err. depends on what happens in that month i guess?
40. Favourite food?? CADBURY BOOST! haha.
41. Last movie you watched? little man
42. Favourite day of the year?? ALL THE DAYS IN NOVEMBER! haha. but if i have to choose then 21st. heh.
43. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out? umm. too shy to ask directly anyway. LOL.
44. Scary movies or happy endings? HAPPY ENDINGS where they live happily ever after... ((:
45. Summer or winter? summer.. and winter lah.. i cant decide.
46. Hugs or kisses? BOTH LAH.
47. Do you want your friends to do this? if they want to then do it!
50. What book/magazine are you reading? One child; torey something.
51. What's on your mouse pad? i dont use a mouse for my laptop..
52. What did you watch on TV last night? SINGAPORE IDOL! SINGAPORE IDOL! haha. JON LEONG SANG SO UNFORGETTABLY(: and i saw mark yong! lol.
53. Favourite Smell? not telling :P
54. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone? havent.
55. Favourite actor/actress? None.
56. Any celeb you have ever seen? yeah, at concerts?
57. Weirdest thing that has happened this week? i found out something about someone that shocked me and i still find it unbelievable. haha.
58. Whats ur room like right now? a big mess.
59. Last thing you were give? JESSICA'S CHOCOLATE BROWNIE (: HAHA.
60. Time finished? 12.28AM

2006-08-31T08:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS!
and to ariel too cause she is my shifu (: haha.

Anyway, ACES day today was fun even though we kinda screwed up our routine. haha. but kickboxing is just not our forte and i think it was pretty good already, since we did it in like a few days and i guess next time (not in 1sy anymore but other classes) we can just learn everything together and not in seperate groups. but still. THANKS TO LIN CHUCH FOR CHOREOGRAPHING OUR DANCE (: it was really good :D
haha. and we should learn to be like that sec 3 class. everyone wear the same thing! their personalised jersey was so cool lah! lol. and our class seemed quite scattered. like half of the class looked like guys and the other looked like girls trying to dress like guys and yet in girly clothes and i just looked in the middle. BUT I WORE A SHIRT WITH THE WORD GERMANY ON IT! HAH! (: not a jersey, but it would do i guess.

The concert was really fun i guess. It was pretty interesting, watching the dances, singing and all. and pris performed! haha. but the singapores brainiest overgrown kid thing was pretty boring i think cause only those teachers in the final round were involved and the rest of us, teachers and students had to just watch and all. but mrs quek and mrs fern were so cute, when mrs fern saw the hwa chong boys she was like "are they real boys?" and then mrs quek was like "yes dear, they are REAL BOYS" haha.

AND JESSICA AND SIMMY AND ALL EX 6SY IN RG PEOPLE CAME BACK! (: and i was super super happy to see them and i ran off halfway during the concert to talk to them, heh. i think they all look the same, except that simmy ties her hair now and.. nat koh looks slightly different i dont know why.. haha. but with jessie and simmy and seeing the pri teachers, i remember how i was in primary school. somehow, its the similar to this year, but it just feels different but i think i know why.. haha.

and then we went to orchard, in shorts (or at least lyn and i were in shorts) had lunch at kfc/macs and then we just talked for really long and it was like catching up and then they went to watch a movie but cause my parents made plans to go to jb for a while, so i went. BUT THERES ALWAYS A NEXT TIME WHEN I WILL SEE JESSIE AND SIMMY (: and i did have fun in JB getting new clothes and watching little man which is funny with its somewhat hidden meanings (just like how chet speaks!) haha.

anyway,
BLESSED TEACHERS DAY!
and its the start of a week of holidays (:
and yeow, ive finally updated. nexb, faecr, lol!or something like those.

when you guys left,
you guys seem to have taken a part of me away
so maybe thats why when i see you
things just seem to be like it was
but I LOVE YOU MY LOVES (:

2006-08-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

haha. the big yellow board (: it looks so pretty. HAHA. but because of my bad photography skills, some parts got cut off. heh.

the baptism, it still seems so surreal (:

2006-08-26T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was just wonderful. The whole baptism.
I still remember freaking out about it the night before and getting more worried as it grew nearer to the time of the baptism. Yet, when I went up there then, somehow, i dont know how, I wasnt scared. Or maybe not as scared as I thought i would have felt.
Maybe it was because of hearing sister elaine's story about HER baptism and laughing from it and all of gabriel's nonsense about wanting to pee in the pool.
But thank God for giving me His peace (; the song we sang in worship really calmed me down
"cause when we see you, we find strength to face the day
in your presence, all our fears are washed away"
haha.
But yesterday was really significant for me and it really really meant a lot.
And I'm really thankful to all those who came :D i mean i was the somewhere at the back and yet you guys sat through 16 other baptisms. HAHA. and the big yellow board, it really really meant a lot to me :D i think it was ariel's idea? yeah
THANKS SO MUCH RIEL (: even though i dont know why you chose yellow, but really, thanks.
and THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WROTE AS WELL. haha. even ariel's brother. LOL.
and my parents really really surprised me by what they got me because i never expected them to. but I was really touched cause they got it knowing i wanted it (: but really, they shouldnt have cause i could have gotten a new pair of skates with the amount they spent but anyways. I LOVE THEM.
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU THAT WAS THERE (:
and ANN LOH TOO :D
haha.
im still really really really happy and still pretty overwhelmed by everything.

THANKS, EVERYONE.

2006-08-25T19:42:00.000-07:00

World Vision came on Wed and gave a talk about how by collecting old clothes and newspapers, we can help the children in third world nations and they showed us videos of how children in third world nations resort to scavaging for food in the rubbish dumps, and how many of them because of lack of education became child prostitutes. When I saw the video, the first person I thought of was Simmy and part of a post from her blog:

"I want to save lives. I want to help people.
I want to go to Cambodia or any other Third World country and help the poverty-stricken, starving kids out there who are dying from diseases like cholera that we get vaccinated for, and isn't even a threat to us.
Maybe I can invent more vaccines that needn't be refridgerated nor costly and ship them over to some country short of them, like Ethopia.
There's this sort-of Adventure Team thing in RGS, and you're only eligible to apply for it if you're Sec 4. Last year's team went to India to help the poor and they showed us a video they made, during assembly. I almost cried.
Because while we complain about trivial things like why didn't Sly win Singapore Idol, there are children, kids like us who can't even get one meal a day. Of course, the Team had visited a less poor site in India; they didn't go into the heart of India to find the villages where people are dying off the streets, homeless.
And the Red Cross in our school is asking us to ask our parents to donate blood for children who have blood diseases and need blood transfusions. I haven't asked my parents, but I know what'll they say. 'No time'. They haven't got 30 minutes to spare in their busy schedule? And other children have no more time in their lives, because they need the blood to clean out their contaminated systems urgently, or they'll die.
And why do the Palestinian Hamas still bomb Israel? Why do they do that, when they just want peace for their own country? Can they really blame Israel for not wanting to cooperate with them?
And now the Hamas have become the new government of the Palestinians, the notorious terrorist group. I know they ultimately just want peace for their own people, but I wish they would just stop the bombs. They say they're working towards peace with Israel, and I really hope they find it.
Meanwhile, what do we do with our lives?
I'm not eligible for blood donation nor the Adventure Team thing. And I don't think I'll want to join the team. I think if I go abroad to a Third World Country at the age of Sec 4, I don't think I'll be ready. I know that when I come home, I'll never be able to recover."

I guess what struck me most from the talk by World vision was that out of 2.2 billion children almost half of them are living in poverty and yet in Singapore, we just dont realise how lucky we are. With a supply of clean water that children in the third world nation do not have access to, enough to eat, we still are not contented with what we have. We want whats new, whats the latest fashion and most of us probably fail to realise that yes, other people may be living much better lives than you are,but compared to the number of children living in poverty, our lives are many times better. But we are just too caught up in chasing after the supposedly "better things in life" that fail to stop and count their blessings. During the talk, I somehow felt a need to do something for the children. Maybe not in the great way that Simmy wants to; by inventing and discovering a new vaccine for the children.. I just want to help them in any way that I can right now. Maybe, donating old newspapers and old clothes are the best way to help those beautiful children. Yes, they are beautiful. The video showed many pictures of them smiling despite the condition they are in, some of them so thin that you can see their ribs, but still. They are just so innocent and so thankful for the little bit that they receive from donations and from different organisations and even their sponsors.

After some thought, I've decided that newspapers and old clothes is one way that I will help and the other would be to sponsor a child.[maybe not under my name? but... something along that line?] (: $32 a month; To help those children have proper education, and for their daily necessities and to help them get all the help that they can. I dont know if my parents will agree to it, but its still worth trying, right? If not I've to stick to newspapers and old clothes for quite a long time..

IF ANYONE WANTS TO HELP TOO, YOU CAN.
JUST PASS THE NEWSPAPERS/ OLD CLOTHES TO ME,
UNLESS YOU ARE GIVING THEM UNDER YOUR CLASS (FOR SC PEOPLE).
but do it to help them,
not to win class points, please.

2006-08-22T00:34:00.000-07:00

HAHA.
we were SO not doing push ups
haha.
we were writing
in a super weird position
THANKS TO ABBY CHEO (: haha.

YAY (:
i love this pic the most lah.
haha.

MY SEXY SHOES :D
they were custom made to look like ronalds!
haha.

HAHA. and the MUMMIFIED PICTURE (: lol.

i still remember that i had sand in my mouth and eyes

thanks to THE PEOPLE WHO BURIED ME
having not so good burying skills.
HAH. :D

I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH SOON!
(:

2006-08-21T04:57:00.000-07:00

Today I managed to finish math and lit quite quickly and after both papers, I had so much time and I started thinking. (yes, i can think, surprising eh?)
During the time after finishing the Math paper, I thought about what I should come to school in on Be Yourself Day. (LOL. its still thinking. haha) and since the theme was sports, the first thing that came to mind was skating costume or something skating related but since its so SUPER short (the skirts, not spandex pants) so i decided, maybe not after all. haha. and then i listed out many many other sports and the second thing that came to mind was soccer. HAHA. GERMANY JERSEY! lol. maybe. and the third thing was hockey. I actually meant ice hockey but then I saw it again and then I remembered. Zhihe. HAHA. ZHIHE PLAYS HOCKEY AND HE HAS NICE STRONG ARMS! lol. and then i side tracked and remembered how he still owes me a superman pose! (to the song SUPERMAN by five for fighting) HAHA. :D but anyway, i came up with a LONG list and I still cant decide =/ GAHHH. maybe i'll just go in fbts. haha. thats sports related (:

and then during lit.
I HAD A SUDDEN INSPIRATION FOR A NEW BLOGSKIN. so i shall make one soon and then change it! haha. YAY! this blogskin has been here for super long and its getting pretty boring. THOUGH I LIKE IT! haha. (:

haha. its wonderful how my mind works so much after i have finished a test. BUT. i just realised i made 2 mistakes during MATH. ): BOO. haha.

OH.
i've got a perfect example of the sweet innocence of little kids.
THATS WHY I LOVE THEM SO! haha

"I recalled my first phone call to a guy, and yes I did like the boy.
I was 4. :)
Hehe.
It was an impulsive spontaneous affair, and he was busy playing with his neighbours.
For a few weeks after that, after I returned home from kindergarden, I would STARE at the phone pondering whether I should call him or not. (:
Heh."
-quoted from HER blog. i shant say who in case she gets mad
BUT ITS SERIOUSLY SO CUTE (: lol.

2006-08-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

It's time i started taking school, studies and everything else seriously. I've been slacking too much and giving myself too many excuses and now that im deproving, i guess its time i started taking school seriously... The same goes for skating as well. I spent 4 hours in the rink recently, not practicing but talking.. playing and when i did practice, i didnt do it properly and obviously my jumps sucked, and though i didnt fall, i hurt my calf which caused much discomfort during service.. RAWWR.

It's time i stopped wasting time, at practices, in school, sleeping and doing all the shit that i always do. Daydreaming included. If i had a better control of my time.. i probably wouldnt have been sleeping late during school days, or spending sunday nights studying till 1am. I wouldnt have been spending so much time and effort rushing to the rink many hours before lesson just to squeeze in time to practice and end up talking instead.

haha. its funny how in what i said above, my life seems to revolve around school and around ice skating :D no, actually it does not. but whatever lah. i'm not in the mood for a lengthy post. im just feeling cranky and RAWWWR-ish. lol.

It's time for a change. For what and who i cared about, placed my priorities on. Even if a bruised heart was an excuse, my priority should never have changed. and it feels really dumb to have been the one thinking things were THIS way when it was THAT way all along and living in a world where i imagined everything to be THIS perfect when in reality everything was ugly and just how i didnt like it.. PFFFT.

i dont know why i ever bothered
when it has been this clear all along;
you lead your own life and i live mine
and we are supposed to keep to ourselves when we meet
because you have your friends and i have mine
and i never should have thought otherwise

2006-08-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

FLAG DAY.
the best method for teaching people to handle rejection. seriously. me and alyssa. we got rejected by people SO MANY TIMES and compared to dwee, michelle, grace, joyce.. or even charmaine and the others.. our tins were probably the lightest and i seriously wonder why because im sure we tried as hard as them. minus the wasted bus trip we took to suntec where we got "chased out".
but i guess it is quite fun (: though when you dont get any donations and just rejection after rejection for really long, it becomes quite depressing. lol.
but i'll probabaly do it again next year or whenever the next flag day is :D

lol. i just realised that the effect of the buffer lasts for quite awhile, or maybe it was cause i hogged it and did it over and over for so many times (during FUEL, haha) i had fun in FUEL (: watching veggie tales and buffing my nails and then being clumsy during sharing and knocking down brother andy's box of chocolates :D LOL. and apparently, later he gave them to ariel and mich's buzz group! LOL. poor them. haha.

and i realised, i like to listen more than talk ( i think) at least it was really good just listening to ariel while we were walking and then sitting outside mrs feng's house. it probably was one of the best time at serene that day, the talking and the walk though i was feeling quite terrible. but still. (: it was much better than making a din in macs because everyone was laughing at you falling off the chair =/ haha.

it's alright dear,
let the things out and blah everything out when you really cant keep it in anymore
and if you really want to
but still want to keep the promise,
let it out like how they did in like lady in the water (lol)
or to it( the one with the same name as him)

2006-08-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

since there is still quite a long way to go before the end of the year, im trying to make myself LIKE school because it is not that bad after all.. especially with geog lessons with conversations like this:
( haha. yes. im quoting AGAIN.
this time not from comp studies. but geog )

"it means that you( mr teo) love her (ms ong) and she loves you and that you two want to kiss."
-esther

"imagine you are a rock. IMAGINE!"
-mr teo"

"imagine you are a moving piece of rock and after one day, you get..."
-mr teo

"a sun tan!"
-eugenia

"a suntan, 2 days, sunburn..."
-mr teo

"3rd day you kiss with ms ong!"
esther

"i am sunshine boy."
-mr teo

"she's excited because you flirted with her ( someone who should not be named)"
-claire

"now, lets be serious. what is the meaning of situ?"
-mr teo

"when you see 2 women at the same time.."
-esther

"ESTHER SHUT UP!"
-all of us

"im not seeing 2, im seeing 38"
-mr teo

"mr teo! you are breaking val's heart!"
-d.koo

"cannot breathe because you are looking at ms ong and you cannot resist her."
-esther

"mr teo! did you know that esther is les!"
-d.koo

"yeah lor. she anyhow touch people one!"
-Sing Yee

(and char and genia gives a demo)

"Children in the backseat produces accidents,
but accidents in the backseat produces children.."
-one of mr teo's slides

"does that mean you are having an accident with ms ong?"
-esther

-----

i think esther's just sick lah. haha. but it was the funnest geog lesson and though not all lessons are like that.. with such lessons occassionally, school wouldnt be THAT bad i think. LOL. and yes, it is a really late post of it cause this happened like MANY months ago (: LOL!

2006-08-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

YAY! (:
CHETS BLOG IS DONE:D
GO VISIT IT
http://bananadude-chet.blogspot.com

haha. so much like eugenes.
the whole reason why we made it anyway (:

2006-08-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

GO DOWN TO ORCHARD THIS SAT!
BETWEEN 7.30 TO 12.30!
i will be doing the flag day thing.
yes, im THIS desperate for CIP hours.
lol.
i dont know where exactly i will be stationed
BUT CALL ME IF YOU ARE GOING
and YOU SHOULD GO
just donate and you can go off (:

2006-08-17T04:52:00.000-07:00

RAWWR.
im sick of school already
and i think its extremely unfair that the primary school has 2 day off because of PSLE oral and we, poor secondary school people have to stay in school and KEEP QUIET because oral is going on.
sheesh.
THEY SHOULD JUST LET US STAY HOME!
we are being overworked in school. its so.. sad.. haha.
school now is just this long and dreary.. thing. lol.
i miss holidays (:
and its just 2 more weeks left till the one week holidays
then final year exams
this is so full of shit lah
i dont think i can wait for the two weeks to be over and the one week holidays
i cant stand school no more.
i didnt, dont and never want to go
but i dont have a choice, do i?

2006-08-14T03:26:00.000-07:00

10 years ago: i was 3.. cant remember what i did

5 years ago: i was 8, in p2. OHMIGOSH. HAHA. i was small and cute (: LOL! and i remember getting scolded by mrs eu for bringing my sticker book and sticking stickers in it during class time. haha. OH AND AT THAT TIME, jephine was my best friend (: haha.

5 snacks i enjoy:(1) chips, (2)ice cream, (3)chocolate and (4,5)UNHEALTHY FOOD :D

5 songs i know all the words to: erm.. quite a few but i cant think now.

5 things to do if i have a million dollars: (1) BUY THE WHOLE RINK (2) BUY MANY SKATING EQUIPMENTS AND APPARRELS (3) GIVE BACK TO GOD WHAT I OWED HIM FROM THE MANY INCOMPLETE FAITH PROMISES =/ (4) ill probably give the rest to my parents if i dont know what to do (5) if i love you enough, i will give some away (:

5 places i would run away to: (1) stefani's house. (2) ice skating rink! (: (3,4,5) i dont know. i've never thought of it. but ill probably just go anywhere when i want to run away.

5 things i would never wear: (1,2,3,4,5) SECRET! (:

5 bad habits: (1) day dream too much =/ (2) leave stuff till the LAST minute (3) addiction to the comp (4) i cant keep my own secrets! LOL [but i can keep other people's okay] (5) lazy.

5 biggest joys: (1) all my loved ones (: (2) ICE SKATING (3) debate (4) shopping (5) TOYS :D

5 fictional characters i would date: (1) cloud [final fantasy] (2) ed [fearless, i think] NO. I MEAN LIKE THE REAL ED IN FEARLESS. NOT WHO YOU THINK IT IS. (3,4,5) i dont know.

5 people who should do this: anyone (:

:D abby made me do it and i did it because abby is so nice. she kept me company at serene and YAY. i like abby's house. haha. but dee, i wont steal abby. dont worry ((:

2006-08-13T22:35:00.000-07:00

Yellow (: - Coldplay

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

2006-08-13T22:30:00.000-07:00

yay (:
Israel and Lebanon has agreed to the resolution by UN calling for a ceasefire,
no more bombings,
no more loss of innocent lives
and tomorrow at one pm
it would be the end of the childish war between Israel and Lebanon.
The war that started out on 12 July when Hizbollah took 2 of Israel's militants from a cross border riot
and then both countries started raining bombs on each other.
just like childish kids
where A would steal B's toys
and B would try and steal A's toys
and they end up in a fight
needing a parent to resolve it
and in this case
the parent is UN
and the fight, has now been resolved
without the need of sanctioning either countries (:

2006-08-13T00:14:00.000-07:00

Hello. How are you.
Bad, because you keep disturbing me.
Oh... good! (:

HAHA. ITS SO FUNNY (:
i found it on a bookmark. from me to simmy and sim wrote in green.
i just find it super funny (:
I REALLY REALLY MISS SIM. LOADDS.
its been a while since i saw her after she left for RG. with jessica chan.
RAWWWR.
why cant there just be this MAIN secondary school for people in singapore for like everyone, then they wont have to break us up and i can still get to see simmy and jessica chan.. and all the churchies who are in MG and cedar and other schools. )):
its quite sad.
i miss simmy and jessica like loads.
especially after spending national day hols reading jessie's letters and sim's blog.
last year was a crazy year, with PSLE but i had the best time last year
with them
and they were like stress relievers
and they were so much fun
and val was the one who made heart aches seem so.. funny because of her wacky way of making normal sounding stuff sound WEIRD.

and last year, there was camp
camp was just great
with deborah and shuang as roomates
it was so fun
like our lastgoodnights and sharing the toilet
and waiting for each other
and looking high and low for name tags when the other person was wearing yours all along and you just didnt realise
and the night where we were all soapy and dirty
but we had so much fun
all the wonderful sermons
the ever so real presence of God
the running down to the altars and just crying out to him and feeling His love so real and hearing Him so clearly and..
I JUST MISS CAMP
plus the torchlight "fight"
and the light from the torch happens to be yellow too. haha.

yellow,
shall be forgotten

2006-08-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

Taken from an email i got (:

Just because somebody doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they do not love you with all they have.

Once you have loved, you will always love. For whats in your mind may escape, but whats in your heart will remain forever.

The worst way to miss somebody is to be sitting right beside her, knowing you cant have them, see them or be with them again..

SORRY.
im just in the mood for sad stuff.
or just THESE kind of stuff
and if you have weird sad songs,
send them to me
im like LACKING songs.
cause of the change of comp kk. :D haha.

my dear girl,
the first thing i wrote was for you
maybe its different from what you are going through
but i hope it helps yeah
and you should know who you are

2006-08-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

taken from simmy's blog (:

Grab the book nearest to you and turn to pg 18 and find line 4:
"Hiya, long time no see... I hope they are not working you....." (Where rainbows end- Ceclia Ahern)

Stretch out your left arm and reach as far as you can, what can you reach:
the cupboard.

What was the last thing you watched on tv:
I seriously dont remember, but i think it was SI results. yesterday (:
and jon leong got in! :D haha

Without looking, guess what time it is:
12.15

Now look at the clock, what is the acutal time:
HAH. 12.19 (:

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear:
the sound of the rollers under my chair? (:

When did you last step outside:
Actually, i just came FROM outside. haha. FROM ULTRAVIOLET.

What were you doing at home:
I've not been home since i left for school till now.
but i did come back to get clothes :D

Before you started this survey, what were you looking at:
Xue and Ariel's friendster profiles.
TO LOOK FOR MY BLISSFUL MUMMY PICTURE (:

What are you wearing:
what i wore to ultraviolet- jeans and a top

Did you dream last night:
I cant remember..

When did you last laugh:
when i was talking to xue and ariel at BK about something that i cant remember now

What is/are on the walls of the room you are in right now:
NOTHING.

Seen anything weird lately:
Yeah. sure.

What do you think of this quiz:
its getting boringg.

Last film you saw:
Lady in the Water

If you became a multi millionaire overnight, what would you buy:
I would buy over the rink and then ban people i dont like from it and use it as my personal practising rink and I would buy MANY MANY pretty skating costumes and... NEW SKATES and skate apparels and I would go shopping and yeah.. LOL

Tell me something about you that I dont know:
Im not happpy now.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would it be:
exams were the first things that came into mind,
but i guess its a very selfish thing
so..
I would change..
no, actually its convert
I WOULD CONVERT PEOPLE. BECAUSE ITS WHAT IS BEST FOR THEM. :D

Do you like to dance:
No, not really. But maybe prom kinds, yes... ((:

George W. Bush:
dont know. haha.
US invading Iraq was a big mistake, but did he have a part to play in it?
cause if he did then i dont like him..

If your first child was a girl, what would you call her:
i thought of something, but IM NOT TELLING :p

If your first child were to be a boy, what would you call him:
HMM. JOSEPH? or JON. HAHA. then he'd turn out as hot as either one of them?

Have you ever considered living abroad:
yeah sure. i wanted to go to Australia to study this year, but my parents thought i was too young ): ah well.
I still want to go
I will miss sunny singapore
but its better to leave behind the bad memories and start afresh there isnt it? :D

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates:
"i love you" haha. or or or. "You have made use of your lifetime and did good with it" :D

4 people to do this on their blogs:
anyone..

2006-08-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

ULTRAVIOLET.
it was GOOD.
PLANETSHAKERS = good
haha. and all the preteens people,
we loved jump around.
lol.
we never really jumped to that song in preteens
and even when we went back as alumnis
cause we thought it was weird
but somehow
with the band playing live
and a whole stadium (?) full of people
IT WAS GREAT (:
worship was good
and the message
was what i really needed
about emptiness
how you can seem so happy on the outside
and yet when you are all alone,
when the masquerade is over,
you only feel an emptiness inside
maybe, even when you are happy
you can laugh, smile and just seem like
the HIGH-est person ever,
you can just feel so empty inside
and no one knows
but
turn to God
strip yourself the facade and turn to God
cause when you do,
you dont have to pretend anymore
:D

but other than ULTRAVIOLET
i guess the whole night just didnt seem to meet my expectations
i mean.
I stayed up till 2 plus
unable to sleep
because i was bubbling with excitement
maybe because i was going to see someone,
or maybe i was looking forward to ULTRAVIOLET
or both.
and ULTRAVIOLET was good
but maybe what happened tonight just didnt meet my expectations,
Ultraviolet aside
we talked alright,
but somehow i didnt feel like how i didn the other night
FOP that night, made me feel special
however, tonight,
i felt really ordinary
just like,
another one of those girls he knows
GAHH.
maybe dee is right,
flirt. haha.
or as i think
MCP.
i mean ariel they all kept pushing me to talk to him
i TRIED OKAY.
and like i sat in front of him during the whole of Ultraviolet
but we didnt really talk
and maybe we did
BUT I DONT KNOW.
and i had so many things i wanted to talk to him about
so many
but i just didnt
cause i didnt get the chance to
i think
i dont know
and i dont really want to care anymore
ive been hurting enough.
its enoughh.

RAWWWR.

2006-08-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

I HAVE GOTTEN NINE TICKETS FOR ULTRAVIOLET; FRIDAY NIGHT. THANKS TO RAINA :D
and mel. khor too

yay(:

ILOVEHUMBUGS :D

2006-08-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

the ndp thing is showing now
but i dont really care
im still searching for people who have extra ultra violet tickets
for people who can help me get
and ive seen like so many pages on google,
and friendster
that i really dont know where to look now

I JUST NEED NINE ULTRAVIOLET TICKETS;
FOR FRIDAY NIGHT!

rawwr.

2006-08-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

I shall follow the example of some people
and study over the national day hols
but i'll try to finish up half my work by tomorrow
and i can still have fun and study the on thurs
not counting tuition

and being very obedient,
im not gonna wear heels for a while
i shant wear them out
(as in like not wear it to go out
but wear it out till it spoils
that kind of wear out)
like some people said i was doing (;

I thought my heart has learnt its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

2006-08-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

RAWWWR.
today hasnt exactly been the best lesson
or training i had so far
from 4-8.30
i think only managed a proper ten rounds or more spin once
and many close to falling down experiences because of spins
i couldnt jump
or when i could i just landed roughly
because i rushed into it
though at the end my jumps were alright
and ive got this dry rash or whatever you call it
from the rink
its too cold
=/
looking at the pro-ded people
i feel so lousy
with my inconsistent spins
and reason for that being
not enough trainings and the fear of falling.
but sometimes you just cant help it when you are scared
of falling
of the pain
and of failing yourself and your expectations
RAWWR.

and to top things off
there have been ticketing problems for
ULTRA VIOLET.
i cant get the tickets
my friend cant get it for me
and now i have to see if gab fang can
cause if not then i would go down and get it on thursday
SORRY PEOPLE.
i REALLY REALLY WANT TO GET THE TICKETS FOR YOU
im looking forward to it too
as much as you all are
or even more
SO I'LL CONFIRM IT BY THURS I THINK
SO SO SO SORRY :D
but dinner is still on
5 at far east (:

oh and i probably wont be on long anymore ):
cause my parents have this warped idea
that i do nothing but chat when im online
which is partly true
because they just cant see the multi tasking part
but yeah

enough of my complains
IM STILL HAPPY :D
ive been happy since saturday
and even more so today
but i still dont know why (;

2006-08-07T06:04:00.000-07:00

FOP was COOL:D
CCC songs are really nice but apparently they cant be found
and don moen song's are great too (:
NICE. haha
i was pretty pissed with the ushers
cause we reserved seats
BUT THEY JUST HAD TO GIVE IT AWAY
and then bro aloysius they all had no seats
pfft.
and chet they all sat 2 rows behind lah.
anyway.
it was good
and the sermon was pretty good too
and when it came to the part where the ED (i cant remember his surname) said
turn to the person next to you and say
"I love you and theres nothing you can do about it"
xue just had to say
if nico was sitting next to you, you would be saying that to each other
and then chet mo and eugene were at the back making weird weird
kissing and holding hands actions
-.-
LIKE HELLO.
haha.
then WE SAW MISS SWAN
haha
the lady in the row in front of us
REALLY REALLY LOOKED LIKE MISS SWAN
super funny lah.
chet kept going
"ms swan! ms swan!"
but the lady didnt answer him
haha.
and after the whole thing
we spent like A REALLY LONG TIME
deciding and walking to somewhere to eat
and i THOUGHT there was a burger king
because yeow said so
until bro aloysius went
i dont know how you could imagine a burger king here.
HAHA.
the walk was really long and somehow we walked till GEYLANG
and they were like imagining calling their parents
and telling them like theyre in geylang and it was super hilarious
and the walk there was good (:
NOT JUST BECAUSE I GOT TO TALK TO NICO OKAY.
though it was pretty fun and
i just realised it was so stupid of me to have been so scared of him
because of the yellow shirt thing
cause he is actually really nice
and funny
and HOT.
haha.
:D

yellow.
it brings back a lot of memories
BESIDES NICO AND HIS YELLOW SHIRT
there is yellow team
and TESSA ONG AND JO BOK
and
bananas? haha.
I USED TO LOVE ICE BANANA :D
and the nice yellow and pink stuffed cat
that i wanted to buy real bad
but i couldnt get
AND I NAMED IT ALREADY LAH ):
in memory of yellow somemore.
LOL.

haha

IVE JUST BEEN REALLY HAPPY SINCE SATURDAY
and i wonder why (;

yellow

2006-08-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Tests. Projects. Piles of homework.
RAWWR.
is the school out to stress us to death?
at least 2 tests a week and somehow both tests need to be studied for.
like geog and hist/ chi and science or something like that
and now, we have about 3 projects
with clashing deadlines
and they are seemingly big projects
and PILES OF HOMEWORK
the sleep stealers
i stay up till like super late to try and complete them
maybe,
its my fault for the lack in time management
prioritising.
but i've heard enough of them.
i know i have to start getting serious with my work
i failed zong he tian cong [3/10]
for like the first time in my life
i failed something.
wonderful
and it has to come from a subject that i WAS once good at
but i ah well
I've become numb to tests and exam results
they are just figures
that do not determine anything..
right?

but maybe, school isnt as bad as it seems
just today i realised
that someone in class
is like..
my angel?
haha.
she notices and she cares and she's just sweet
like today when lao shi was being unreasonable,
she passed down wet tissue to me
so that i could at least clean off the glue, flour and all from my hand
since laoshi wouldnt let me wash it off
and i dont know
i was just really touched by it
haha
at least i appreciate stuff-
the little things that people do
unlike CERTAIN people
:D (right, dee?) haha.
anyway,
THANKS A LOT NAT WONG:D

2006-07-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

Once again, i got stabbed and i shall do this. :D

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
i didnt think of anything..
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
erm.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
pore?
4. Favorite planet?
dont know.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
its jazlyn. since hc (: haha. FUNNY LAH. how i called her back, when she was right in front of me (;
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
nothing. i dont use the tones. never heard them before.
7. What kinda shirt you have on?
brown and blue collared shirt for serving?
8.What do you "label" yourself?
erm.. dont know.
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
im barefooted (:
10. Bright or Dark Room?
in the middle i guess.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
CHIO BU. haha. (abby)
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
the more comfortable one?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching tv?
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
hokay. call my handphone. we can eat anything - lyn
15. Where is your letter box?
carpark.
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
i dont know. ( i mean like the word i dont know)
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
my dad?
18. Last furry thing you touched?
cousin's dog?
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
i dont do drugs
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
i dont really develop and if i do, its at island creamery (; haha.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
12.
22. Your worst enemy?
no one.
23. What is your current desktop picture?
the collage i have up on friendster.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"EEEEEEE."
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
FLY.
26. Do you like someone?
err. yeah. ED. my imaginary mexican friend (;
27. The last song you listened to?
cant remember
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
erm. my cousin.. hmmm. i wont. haha. (; he can defend himself
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
i dont punch, i kick (;
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
my right foot?

2006-07-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

i got stabbed. so i shall do this.

Bold the ones that apply to you, then stab 5 people to do it.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.(swiss army knife? haha)
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.(most of the time actually (: )
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast. ( according to mumsie, yes)
I have long hair. (yeah. but i wanna cut it soon)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. ("a cute little sister" -mumsie)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D (i've experienced it before to hate it. )
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (according to mumsie, i can roll. LOL- but i wish.)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. (weird ones, like mumsie :D)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat. (hmm. i dont know.. )
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (erm. NO. )
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (NO. haha.)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (totally)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. (not very clear, but i do know somewhat)
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (tiger sorbet? haha. but other than that yes too.)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment (high)
I'm obsessed with guys. (jon leong? (:)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (no, but i did slide down one before? )
I love sea turtles
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. (not all of them are that bad, but SOME? basically those from the same school- meaning not sc but THAT school) )
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes
I can't whistle. ( I CAN! haha. chet cant. or someone cant, i cant remember who.)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring (wore, but i dont know where it is now.)
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.(hah. no. BUT I LOVE THE PLUM I DREW (: )
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i shant stab anyone. but anyone who wants to do it can :D

some poeople expect so much of you
and even when they tell you its alright
you know that they are disappointed in you
and naturally you'd feel disappointed
im sorry
but i guess i just cant meet those expectations
i just wont let you see me up there
but i tried

2006-07-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

i miss skating.
and its worse because im doing something on skating for art.
i was supposed to be skating
but i stayed home
and slept(:
but i shall go on thurs,
e learning day
and e learning can wait :D
i miss the people at the rink
i miss yan qin (:

shoots.
phone bill.
from a supposedly 20 plus it became 90 plus
and my parents freaked out
and i so know the reason why
TOO MUCH outgoing calls.
haha.
just one call that was like one hour
and not including the rest
ohmigosh.
haha.

:D

I DONT LIKE GEOG.
I DONT LIKE DRAWING. AND PAINTING (slushing of paint does not count)
I LOVE SC DEBATE
I LOVE SKATING
I LOVE ISLAND CREAMERY. haha
(:
IM ANTI GEOG.

2006-07-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hwa chong invitationals.
we lost 2 rounds to nanyang and vj ip and won 1 against plmgs
but surprisingly, i wasnt upset.
maybe i was just tired after having been through 3 rounds already
i dont know.
but it was a good experience
and it was just a truckload of fun (im into the truckload thing now)
though we only had island creamery
plus black canyon (which i didnt eat)
but OH WELL :D
it was funny
and embarassing
esp the one against vj
OH MANN.
so super malu lah!
=/
and we lost by HALF.
and i dont really think we should have lost that round
BUT I DONT KNOWW.
but still,
i love the hwa chong team
and shirin
and jaz and kristi and dan
who came to support
THANKS (:
thanks for unnerving me.
(i dont really know what it means, but it sounds good)
thanks for everything youve taught me throught the debate
thanks for just being there
making me laugh
and being so much fun
<3
LOVE SC DEBATE.
haha.
i may have screwed up for this
but there is always next time, right?
haha.

through hc invitationals
i realised that it is true that there are many people that look alike
but as chet said
"you always see people that look like him but is not him"
haha
same logic.

2006-07-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow.
tomorrow is the hwa chong invitationals and if i say im not nervous, then its a lie.
im starting to freak out really bad now and im sure by tomorrow, my heart would have pumped itself out of me. its scary! haha.
especially since im doing the impromptu round. =/ prep rounds would have been much better, but i guess, as jazlyn says, we are just going there for the experience, and the procees and to learn, so we've just gotta try our best (:
it will be fun!
we probably will have good food for lunch and dinner because danitza wanted to plan what we were going to eat. haha.
I'll just have fun.
I'll just do my best.
and since we are an all christian team, besides shirin, we'll pray for each other and seek comfort in the Lord in the probably will be super tense atmosphere tomorrow (:
YAYYE!
haha.
im super nervous and anxious about tomorrow. but im lookin forward to it! :D

shoots.
all my contacts are gone because i used my old phone to trade in for a new phone- for my mom and i got hers. haha. but im happy with it. at least it is better than the one that is falling apart already :D haha.
but im super upset that everything is GONE.
contacts, smses -which is supposedly normal... AND MY MMS!
which is basically the saddest thing.. )):
and why i lost my temper at my parents over the phone and all.
pfft.
just one sms.
but i feel that my reason is justified (:
though it is something that my parents probably would not understand but ah well.

it was all that i had of you
and now its gone
because of technology being stupid
pfft.
but maybe,
its time to just forget about it
forget about you
now that you are gone

2006-07-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

Chinese emphasis week was good, i guess. Clay modelling, bean portrait and CHINESE TALENTIME :D

chinese talentime rocked ((: it was really fun watching it and then i rememeber how at first me and eugenia were like.. really high or something and actually put our names down in pencil for this css song i think? HHAHAHAH. but in the end, the choir and dance girls did it IN 4 DAYS and we came in second? haha. but i think they did a really good job out of it :D
ours was really cool! like andrea died in the end. hahah. :D
and the malay shadow thing was real cool and
LIN CHUCH DANCED WELL
BREN WAS SO CUTE
SAMANTHA AND JING WERE REAL GOOD TOO!
haha.
and
I LOVE 4GR'S ITEM. .
and funny
i was crying
because i laughed too hard. haha
i rememered MUMSIE YEO (: and her frustration while playing volleyball
and she just ran and flung the ball across the net
because the female lead was like throwing the ball with the "guy"
so cute. haha
BUT THE FUNNIEST PART
it was SUPER SUPER SUPER SWEET
was when the guy and girl were sitting together
and the guy pretended to yawn, the stretched his arms as he yawned
and then put it around the girls shoulders
HAHAHA
funny lah.
:D
so sweet. haha.
BUT THEY ONLY CAME IN SECOND (FOR UPPER SEC) I THOUGHT THEY SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN FIRST!!
haha
and joyce also laughed till she cried
for the 4gys act
because the poor girl revealed too much when she sat down
but only the people behind saw
HAHAHAHA.
BUT I STILL LIKE 4GR'S jian dan ai (: or was it ai hen jian dan?
im not too sure.
i was like watching the play more than listening to the song. heh.
FUNNY. FUNNY. NICE. NICE. :D
one worders are just so cool (: haha.

im in the mood for watching sad drama love triangles, love stories and listening to sad love songs. BOO ): i feel like feeling sad.

it was reserved
and formal
is that how you would talk to a close friend?

2006-07-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

fine, fine. i dont really care.
you just poofed.
you didnt care.
and i wont from now on either.
this is plain childishness i know
but im just mad
mad at what, i dont know
but you just went off edd.
you just went off...

2006-07-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

i have decided to strike the germany jersey off my list
not because i dont want it
but because im afraid that i wil have to get another one when i change the country im supporting
which i hope i wont
or the player
now its still lahm
but im not too sure about next time
and like im still undecided about which players jersey to get
haha.
lahm vs ballack
see?
you cant have two favourites
when it comes to jerseys
cause one is like $130
and im so not getting two
unless someone wants to buy one and i can get the other,
or if you want you can get me both
but nah.
thats the problem when you have more than one favourite player.
you cant decide.

and football players aside,
i have more than one favourite too ):
or at least i think its that way.
sighh..

edd.
why is it so difficult for me to talk to you
even when you are right there.
in front of me
so much for being close friends isnt it?
waiting for one another to talk?

2006-07-16T23:32:00.000-07:00

I never knew that i was a close friend to you.
Why couldnt i have found out earlier??!?
If I had i wouldnt have thought you were angry at me
and avoiding me
and i wouldnt have not talked to you for so long!
I feel so horrible now.
Im really sorry..

Seems like i keep letting people that are my close friends down,
you're not the first one in this two months
and to the person who i let down just really quite recently
you should know who you are
i made you feel really bad ( i think)
yet it was pride that made me not apologise though i knew
pride.
and i shall say im sorry here
if you know who you are,
then good.
if not then i dont know..
but when we started drifting apart,
because of what i did/ how i acted one night
i felt bad but
pride got in the way of the apology.

Pride, can be a pretty horrible thing and it is the thing that doesnt want to do what bro aloysius and ariel tells me to. (AND STILL. its a no. im not adding anyone!) haha.
ah well.

eduardo. (haha.)
am i still a close friend to you
after having been what i call,
mean
to you?
gah,
ive been such an ass.

2006-07-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

i think i screwed up really bad for geog and chinese today
ive become so numb to the fear of exams
till i didnt really study much last night
and when i looked at the geog paper i went blank
i skipped so many questions and went up till the last page
then went back and did all the others
but being really smart, i didnt read the instructions
it said CIRCLE (for mcq)
and i WROTE THE LETTER NEXT TO THE QN
and mr teo being really nice
will probably take all those as unanswered questions
how wonderful of him

chinese wasnt much better either
i spaced out for tian xie han zi
and i forgot how to write yi han
until the last few minutes
but i still got 2 wrong
and that is only tian xie han zi
there are still 3 other sections
and somehow my compre answers
were super short.
which probably means theyre wrong
i dont know.

right now,
im just looking forward till the o levels start
which means school holidays for us
i just cant stand all the tests.
pardon me, im in a lousy mood.

i felt so illegal
but yet i loved it
just you and me
(:
last time.

2006-07-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

I did manage to play the finger game
that i've been waiting to play since last week
and i played it with chet xue abby and dave [i think]
but it just didnt seem as fun anymore.
Probably because i was feeling very weird playing it with chet.
because IM SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY
that he had to get scolded cause i bought him double scoop tiger sorbet
and he got scolded by kah fei
AND IT WAS ALL MY FAULT ):
im super super sorry chet!
gahh.
i think like after this it would be no more of the buying each other ice cream thing
):
it was funn :D
OH WELL.

the new helper came today.
i still dont really know how to spell her name
though i can pronounce it
she looks really motherly and quite nice and all that
but im like feeling quite bad
cause i know that coming here,
life wont be easy for her
taking care of a sick person and all that
it wont be easy at all
but for the sake of her 3 children
she came
so wei da (:
haha
and i dont think like it is very fair to her as well
our house is already so cramped up
there is barely space to put additional THINGS
and she has to sleep on a mattress
on the floor
in the same room as my uncle she is taking care of
cause he is like half paralysed cause of a brain tumour
and its sad
for both him
because he is still unmarried
and for her
because she has many responsibilities
and like i said
it would not be an easy job
seriously.
helping a man you dont know shower
feeding him
sleeping in the same room as him
its just quite scary
so i admire all the helpers
coming from like their homeland
leaving behind their kids and husbands
and working in a foreign country
yet life is not easy
their pay is not much
and they send back all that they have earned
just for their kids education
and sometimes their good for nothing husbands
[no offence. but some of them are]
may just fool around and all.
its really tough for them here
but God bless them nice people (:

eduardo(: haha.
you are so mistaken
you just do not know
you just cant see that it is you,
can you?

2006-07-11T08:56:00.000-07:00

I love the finger game (: haha. ITS SO SO FUN. THE FINGER GAME :D
haha. played it at ariel's after having played it with chet and mo on that day and getting out of the game super early. but on saturday, when we will be playing again, i will stay in longer than mo (: i hope. haha. its so fun!! haha.

and ariels younger bro was SUPER funny. haha. like benn had rashes on her hand and when he saw pimples he want. you have a rash on your head. haha. SO CUTE. HAHA. super funny. and her dogs are super cute too. especially one of them. haha. (:

those were last week. before the world cup ended. and now that it has ended with italy winning, i just feel very uncontented. but there is always 2010! and germany will win.. haha.

GAH. IM STILL IN THE WORLD CUP MOOD EVEN THOUGH ITS OVER! haha.

i may not be a very good advisor
i may not understand all that you are going through
but i will be there for you
so we will go through the rough times together (:

2006-07-08T11:32:00.000-07:00

its 2.29am now. currently at ariel's waiting to watch the GERMANY VS PORTUGAL match.
im happy enough to be here already cause my parents are like NO to sleepovers and this is supposedly an exception. haha. BUT IM HAPPY (: I CAN WATCH THE MATCH AND ITS LIKE IN A WAY A SLEEPOVER but im not sleeping.

benn's asleep now. ariel's resting. and im here. on the com.

the match's probably gonna be a good one. with germany playing. haha. im just plain biased but oh well (: i can be fair and just too but just not now. LOL. anyway, im like happy to be able to watch it, but im super super sad that i couldnt get a germany jersey in time to wear it to watch tonights game )): BOO.

it has to be a good and exciting game tonight, excluding the watching it with ariel's bro which is scary but thats not the point. hahas. i think he is pretty funny after what ariel told me. but still, IM SCARED OF HIM. hahas.

anyways,
I heart GERMANY.
hahas

2006-07-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

This is my 100th post and I wanted to "celebrate" it with something happy. Maybe like stuff like falling in love? LOL. kidding. With news that Germany would be making it into the finals of the FWC but they did not because this morning, they lost their match against Italy.

THEY LOST. 2-0.

I woke up to Gab fang's sms that the match was boring and he told me that Italy had won 2-0 but i didnt believe him cause i THOUGHT it was a prank of his or something (im sorry) and then when he kept saying like how Germany lost or something then i realised that it probably wasnt a prank and in school Claire confirmed it.

Claire and I were both really upset, and we still are. The whole Germany losing to Italy was really unexpected, which was why I didnt watch the match last night because I THOUGHT that i could just watch them in the finals- which I dont get to now so I guess I will have to catch the encore or SOMETHING.

But the thing I dont get is how they lost. Maybe because of Italy's goalkeeper, i cant remember his name G something because he is APPARENTLY a top class goalkeeper but his height and everything is the same as Lehmann's. And according to gab fang, Germany worked on attack this morning but the strikers were lousy. Which shouldnt be the case because Klose and Podolski are SUPPOSED to be good and I've watched them play before. THEY ARE GOOD. Maybe they just underperfomed because gab said they kicked the ball straight into the goalkeeper. OR SOMETHING. I DONT KNOWW.

im still living in a state of denial. GERMANY WILL WIN THE WORLD CUP :D maybe in 2010.

AH WELL.
i will probably not watch the FWC anymore because i dont support Italy or france or portugal and i dont want to convert, even if its temporary. i've been too into soccer already while talking to riel about her geog test on thursday, i said "oh yeah, i just remembered i have a match on thursday too" haha.

anyway. i shall end this post with a picture of LAHM :D haha.

LAHM- the rising German star player

nice right? nice right?

lol.

LAHM IS JUST HOT. dont know why no one can see that cause everyone thinks KAKA is hot. BUT LAHM IS BETTER

and his birthday is 10 days before mine. LOL.

2006-07-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

GERMANY MADE IT INTO THE SEMIS :D
And I actually manged to catch their match against Argentina at 11pm at my neighbour's. The whole match including commentaries till about 2 plus (: Thank God for a nice neighbour who watches soccer and his nice mother who let me watch it at their place :D

The first half of the match was goal-less but there were plenty of could-have-been-goals but they just didnt happen and sadly, germany did not get the early goal they wanted. At about 32 minutes into the game the ball possession was 32 (germany) 63 (argentina). Not long after they showed the ball possession stats, it was the end of the first half and then half time. I should have taken that time to go to the toilet, but i didnt know where the toilet was so i decided to wait till the WHOLE thing ended and I reached home. bad choice. Basically I think Lahm and Ballack were underperforming and benn said, BALLACK GO PLAY BETTER. haha.

The second half of the match started after about 5 minutes of advertisements and less than 5 minutes into the second half, Argentina scored and I screamed. IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE THAT THEY WERE LEADING! ): but me and benn believed that Germany would score later on in the game and they did in the 80th minute. Klose scored his first header after 3 years and that helped bring the score to 1-1 and it also made him the top scorer for this world cup with 5 goals.
Now, the both goals scored in this match were headers. When the second half ended at the 90th minute, both teams were still tied at 1-1 so it was into extra time- which ended still 1-1.

So they went into penalty shootout which basically secured Germany's win since Germany's penalties were perfect and they only missed one once. I THINK. Germany was to go first.
Oliver Neuville managed to score.
Julio Ricardo Cruz scored as well. So the score for the penalty shootout was currently 1-1.
Then came BALLACK who scored.
Javier Saviola[ I THINK it was him] he tried but Lehmann managed to save it.
Hooray to the dear goalkeeper, the score was then 2-1
Lukas Podolski scored (:
Maxi Rodriguez scored as well.
Germany 3, Argentina 2
And now all the pressure was on Cambiasso who was coming up next. Whether Argentina would go home depended on him because if he scored then they still have a chance to remain in the game if germany missed the next one and argentina managed to score BUT Cambiasso missed.
SO GERMANY WON 4-2 THROUGH THE PENALTY SHOOTOUT.

Which means that we will be seeing more of Germany in the world cup. (: They will be playing against Italy in the semis and if they win, WHICH THEY PROBABLY WOULD, they would play against either portugal or france. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE?! they lost their chance of winning their 6th consecutive world cup! but without Brazil in the finals, Germany's chances of winning is now higher. YAY(: haha.

MORE OF GERMANY MEANS MORE OF LAHM (: haha. during the match against argentina, he was so serious and i never saw him smile, except for the time when the refree booked Cruz for elbowing him or SOMETHING. and he smiled and gave the refree a thumbsup. (: haha. HE LOOKS GOOD WHEN HE SMILES. lol. I TRIED to upload a picture of Lahm but because of the many trojans that are in my computer, it has been super slow and it is really wonked up so no picture soon i think but i will try (:

And for those who may think I watch soccer because of LAHM, NO. i watch it because i like it. sicne when? i dont know but yeah (:

2006-06-27T20:42:00.000-07:00

Today's the third day of school and since Sunday, every night's been a crazy rush of trying to complete homework which was due the next day and were given to me before the holiday started. The hours of sleep I get has been limited to 4 or at the most 5. Which resulted to falling asleep in class and alyssa waking me up, but I shant talk about that now cause I'm in computer studies but..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRIAN!

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEOW! (:

and just to quote joyce who just said the WEIRDEST thing I've heard from her:
"HAHA. oh look they are naked!"

I MISS QUOTING DURING COM STUDIES. (:

2006-06-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Personality Profile

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.
A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.You are good natured and people enjoy your company.You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.
With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you
In love: You are picky but passionate
To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

What's" Your Dosha?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.
You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.
You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.
How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance.
Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer.
Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Your Blogging Type is Kind and Harmonious

You're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends.People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support.You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone.You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block!

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Your Birth Month is November

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.
Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love
Your gemstone: Citrine
Your flower: Chrysanthemum
Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"
Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's" Your Theme Song?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Extroversion Profile:

Cheerfulness: Very High

Excitement Seeking: High

Friendliness: High

Sociability: High

Activity Level: Medium

Assertiveness: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control.You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

LOL. I WAS JUST BORED.

2006-06-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

tonight's sonic fest boot camp night rally was GOOD (:
saw pastor glenn, liana, fang fang, rebecca and gabriel and alina.
and the scary bryan. and angeline (: and cheryl but i didnt see belle joy
the worship was still good
and the sermon was good too
haha
they had this delegate for the day thing
so cute la. LOL.

it was kind of like the tuesday night at the deeper life camp
only that on tuesday it was better
haha
but because its good,
because pastor glenn has been so nice and like a friend
which is probably something that wont happen in trinity la
I FEEL LIKE HALF HALF NOW
part of me wants to join COOS
the other wants to stay in trinity
and i really really dont know
I DONT WANT TO GO CAUSE ILL MISS DEAR ARIEL
WHO FINALLY CAME BACK
(:
but i do like it there. but yet i like it where i am now!
RAWWR.

YESTERDAY'S skating was good(: Joan corrected my spin though im still spinning on toepick. at least i did A FEW PASSABLE ONES. haha. and she said i need a higher waltz(: and i threw my black gloves onto the side but it ended up behind the dustbin where i couldnt reach it): haha. AND I SAW RAHIMAH! SHE'S KELVIN'S FRIEND! and he was like skating with her. haha and then after that when i was leaving she smiled. haha. mo, i know youre jealous. LOL.

and i rushed to church to meet xue, benn and abby. and they forgot to leave a seat for me ): so in the end we went to 4m. i was high. haha. was writing notes to delise, benn and xue about TWOHILL WHO ROCKS (: and jonleong who doesnt really. haha. and I WENT TO THE TOILET WITH DELISE!! lol. and then mich and vera came in and then this girl, whose name ive forgotten. haha. grace? i dont know. haha. and then we did this train thing out. so funny lah. haha. (:

TUESDAY at the rink. GOT SCOLDED BY HENRY BECAUSE WE WERE OUT OF THE RINK AND WE WERENT SUPPOSED TO AND WE CRAWLED OUT AND HE SCOLDED US. pfft. it was funny though. i had nice peanut flavoured tutu cake downstairs(: LOL. WE MAY be banned from the rink.if he tells sk.but i dont see whats so wrong of crawling out. LOL. he called us dogs.. thats wrong too.

ARIEL IS BACK! FINALLY! HAHA(: I SAW HER TODAY!
LOL.
haha.

i just realised the format of my post is messy

but oh well(;

POST AGAIN SOON((:

2006-06-18T01:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was aminah's birthday (: or at least the celebration.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMINAH! (:

SATURDAY was service-less, unless you count the adults service where we were supposed to present the moo moos to the parents. THEY WERE SO CUTE LA BUT I COULDNT TAKE ONE BACK FOR MYSELF): xue was the FIRST one to walk out and then when we were at the altars giving the presents she was like, eugene they all are laughing and i looked up and saw them laughing. MEAN PEOPLE. should have went to see them serve today.
and when we finished, naturally we went up. BUT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO STAY DOWNSTAIRS. and i was like upstairs at 4m already then no one was there. then xue gasped really loud and then eugene started laughing again. -.-"

xue and i stole aminah's sweets! ((: haha. and we gave them back la but the horrible yeow who bagnapped my bag because i had choked on a sweet while laughing didnt give it back even when i had given aminah his sweets back and then when i tickled him he was like MOLEST! -.-" NO YEOW, I SO DID NOT MOLEST YOU.. haha.. YOU CAUSED ME THE "TUMOUR"! haha.

when we finished the 5pm service and walking with the word, xue and i went to macs not knowing that we still had to stay back for briefing on our cell outing next week. but the walking there was fun because we were walking with delise the chiobu (: LOL. at macs we played the stupidest game. we did the kallang wave there. just me, xue and delise. and justin was like, YOU THINK WHAT AH? YOU IN GERMANY AH? haha. but it was really funny cause i was super high then we got yeow to do it. and he was like.. i feel stupid. and delise said, you are. LOL. so mean. HAHA. and then we played dare or dare. and i had to go order a cheeseburger without chesse and the HORRIBLE MAN just went NEXT! and totally ignored me. HORRIBLE
SERVICE. i really wanted to complain.. haha. and then yeow thought that it was a bimbo game and said its for bimbo's and he didnt want to play and delise went I AM! bwahaha.

and i bought chetwin his double scoop (: bought him fresh banana cause of his obsession over being a banana [or something like that] and reverso for the contrast. LOL. welcome chet. haha.
and then we left like shortly after? or at least after chetwin made muthu drink some weird concotion saying finish everything and i'll give you two bucks and muthu drank it but didnt finish the spoon inside so in the end he didnt get his 2 bucks. it was super funny (: haha. and then when we were outside serene at the zebra crossing yeow saw his bus and was like ITS MY BUS! IT TAKES A LONG TIME TO COME! should i run? and then i was like NO. and i pulled his bag and he was like I SHOULD and he ran off. and then xue and abby ran off too leaving me there cause i was going to the OTHER bus stop. MEAN PEOPLE (: but in the end, yeow missed his bus. HAHA.

FRIDAY at the rink was good i think. though my spin is still shit. haha. ricardo corrected me, yanqin corrected me, eugene corrected me but i still cant do it ): RAWWWR. its still the toepick. and if i do it properly i only do 2 rounds before i go back on toepick and its like not even half of the passing which is 6 according to leon. i almost gave up but yanqin told me LOTS OF STUFFS and finally i tried again and i think im almost there? LOL. and hearing stuff about ricardo really encouraged me a lot. he's deaf and mute and yet he is SUCH a wonderful skater. he did free 1 to free 5 all by himself without a coach, learning it by watching people do it and now, he is at free 7. AMAZING GUY (: haha. and he was super funny also la. cause i boo-ed him at the food court and then when he was walking to get drinks, he boo-ed me too. HAHA. and sweet yanqin who was supposed to be mugging for her o levels came to help me just for spin and spirals. SWEET THING (: haha. because of all the nice people,
I WILL GET MY SPINS RIGHT REALLY SOON (: haha

SUNDAY was fathers' day and aminah's birthday (celebration) and i didnt give my dad anything. and i felt really horrible. BUT I WAS SERIOUSLY BROKE. so i just wished him HAPPY FATHERS DAY and now im in the midst of making him something. LOL. we had dinner with my grandad somewhere in changi and the food was REALLY REALLY GOOD (: lol. we were supposed to go there for turtle soup cause my grandad likes turtle soup but they had no turtles so we had other good stuff. haha. we had FRESH HUGE PRAWNS, squids, eel, some vegg and then CHILLI CRAB. haha. the crab was really good and many people had their crabs "explode" haha. the sauce and all flew. and my mom was one of those who caused an explosion and sitting one person away from her, i could feel it landing on my head. HAHA. but in the end i caused one too and it went across the table. I SAW IT. haha. but the whole meal was REALLY REALLY good (:
and after that, because we were so near changi beach, i went with my sister for a little while and i built a sandcastle like the one i did with ariel, abby, xue and benn and grace only that it was smaller. AND I SAT ON IT. haha.
I NEED THE BEACH.

TODAY was the meeting with mrs chia. and it was really quite horrid cause we have not finished quite a few slides and all that and we THOUGHT we could just show her roughly what we have done. and she wanted like the close to completion thing. but she liked it so it was good i think (L haha.
AND SHE GAVE US NICE LOLLIPOPS(: haha.
the meeting was the most fruitful one by far and I was SUPER high. haha. and on the way back me and jien nee took spasticated pictures of us (: LOL.

its monday. less than one week of school holidays left; its so sad..

2006-06-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
1.ariel
2.benn
3.xue
4.abby
5.grace
6.yanqin
7.mo
8.leon
9.eugene
10.chetwin
11.JESSICA CHAN
12.jien nee
13. rachel sim
14.DOMINIC
15.michel
16.david
17.clara
18.RAYMOND
19.ANNLOH
20. DA XIAO

when did you meet 14? (dominic) AT THE RINK, during interschool (:
what would you do if you never met 1? (ariel) i'd be in deep trouble? haha. she's the sensible one. and she is someone i get advice from ((:
what would you do if 20 and 9 dated? LOL. IMPOSSIBLE. HAHA. da xiao, one of the best skating coach, and eugene??! LOL. BUT ID LAUGH
did you ever like 19? (ann loh) OH YEAH. AS A FRIEND. SHE'S LIKE WONDERFUL (:
would 6 and 17 make a good couple? ERR NO. but if you mean like couple skating then maybe?
describe 3 (xue) XUE-ISH. (: unique. CHIOBU.
do you think 8 is attractive? (leon) LOL.
tell me something about 7. (mo) MOMOKIA!
do you know any of 12's family? (jien nee) met her sister?
what's 8's favourite food? (leon) instant noodles? LOL.
what would you do if 11 confesses that he or she likes you? (jess) haha. she wont, because she already does (as a friend) haha.
what language does 15 speak? (michel) english, chinese? i dont know. haha.
who is 9 going out with? (eugene) HAHA. i dont know. ask him. or chetwin.
when was the last time you talked to 13? (sim) a few days ago, online.
who's 2's favourite band or singer?(benn) i have no idea.
would you date 4? (abby) HAHA. no dylan'd kill me (: haha.
would you dat 7? (mo) mo? haha. no, he's like.. my dad?
is 15 single? (michel) yeah, at least i think so (:
what's 10's last name? (chetwin) wong (:
would you ever be in a serious wrelationship with 13? (sim) friendship? of course.. haha.
what school does 3 go to?(xue) MG.
where does 6 live?(yan qin) somewhere in woodlands?
whats youre favourite thing about 5? (grace) she's really cute(: funny and NICE.
have you ever seen 1 naked? (ariel) NO. HAHA.

whee. so funn (:

2006-06-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

TOEPICKS.
they hinder your spins (or at least mine) they cause holes in your pants (or maybe just mine) they cut people (or maybe just me) RAWWWR. because of the toepick, i cannot spin. at least not properly because im still doing my toepick spins. which are not acceptable, though i keep telling raymond that IT IS MY STYLE.

RAWWWR.

2006-06-12T03:37:00.000-07:00

i never really liked football, and i dont know WHEN i started liking it but i just do now. all the world cup craze and all. GERMANY WILL WIN! haha.. or at least i like germany (:

the only game i've watched so far is only the opening one. didnt manage to see the others but justin, the commentator, has been helping me. haha. like for last night's mexico vs iran one, he called me at like 12.30 to tell me that mexico scored a goal. HAHA. tonight they are showing NICE AND GOOD games, but i'll miss it again because i dont have cable. BUT I DO WANT TO GO TO ONE OF THE MACDONALDS TO WATCH. )): wanted to go to bro aloysius' house since he just got the channel.. but its so FAR. in sengkang!

haha. like on sat, benn thought they showed at macs but in the end they didnt so she decided to go to IMM with her mum and i was SUPPOSED to watch it at brenda's house but she didnt have 27 and i didnt want to go to douglas' house, though i knew he watches so i missed england vs paraguay. haha. PARAGUAY. "douglas' country". the country that speaks paraguain. LOL. in the end i ended up watching the repeat telecast of singapore idol and they showed the part where jasmine got in and then she was singing and my dad who was doing work looked up and said something really funny..

my dad: she(jasmine) won?
me: no, she just got into the next round
my dad: (quiet for a while, watched her sing) HORRIBLE. (went back to work)

lol. IT WAS REALLY FUNNY LAH. haha. benn, another one to add to those who thinks she's just average. or just thinks unlike yeow.

anyway, WATCH TONIGHT'S AUSTRALIA VS JAPAN GAME! (: if you have cable
9pm ; channel 27

2006-06-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

during 6th interschool;

benjamin(in blue),

jonathan (black) clara, me

DOMINIC!

and dominic and benjamin's mom in the background

DOMINIC IS SO CUTE!

and no,

HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE GAB FANG!

INTERSCHOOL. i think it started at about, 7? with speed skating and then the surprise events. i reached at 11. just in time to see all the behind the scenes.

everyone was rushing about and all the girls were doing their hair, bunning it up, putting on make up. guys were just.. walking about, changing, looking at the scores for speed skating and surprise events that were up.

then the group events started. dominic, benjamin, jonathan and a few other fs 5s were in a group called HOT or something and then they did their programme and DOMINIC LOOKED SO CUTE! haha. and during their warm ups, clara and i were standing outside, watching and saying like, concentrate! go dominic! and a lot of other crap la. haha.

and then there came their artisitic, and they were really good (: benjamin did a sit spin for his artistic and he was really good, but he only came in FIFTH! and dominic who was really good, came in THIRD. dont know if they managed to maintain their last year's title of best skater (for benjamin) but getting fifth didnt look too good.

i saw the behind the scenes and i kind of regretted deciding not to go and then missing the deadline by 2 weeks when i wanted to so i didnt go cause the office wouldnt let me. BUT OH WELL. the behind the scenes kind of scared me. and though i kind of promised clara that i'll go for skate singapore, im not too sure already. its just freaky. haha.

2006-06-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

sam and pastor paul.

was supposed to take of them doing the chicken dance,

but i was too slow

jeremy and his sagging "boobs"

HAHA.

that explains why his hands were THERE.

belle joy,

our newspaper model.

AND LOOK AT THAT CAP!

I MADE IT WITH ADELINE (: haha.

HAHA.

isn't caleb so cute?

LOL.

this picture was SUPER ZOOMED IN. haha.

HE'S SO CUTE!!! lol.

all taken during the COOS deeper life camp (: have more, but im just too lazy. BUT I'LL PUT OF INTER SCHOOL ((:

2006-06-08T22:42:00.000-07:00

just came back from the COOS deeper life camp and it was really great (: went there with NOTHINGG. but i came back learning SO MANY THINGS and with GREAT FRIENDS ((:

each day was filled with activities and plans to go to mines was ruined. but oh well. Pastor Paul Andrew from Hillsong church was our speaker for our sessions and Sam, his worship leader was there with him too.

FIRST DAY.
had dinner with pastor jennifer and the rest of the music min people, because they were the only ones at the east garden, where we were having meals, and yeah. music min people are really nice, esp Cheryl (: haha. gabriel and oliver are not that bad too, they are friendlyy ((:
and then we had praise and worship and then the youth stayed back for like 1hr plus for games and to settle into our tribes. and because the camp was about family and we were staying at pgh so our tribe ended up being called HORSES LOVE YOUR NEIGHHHHBOURS. lol. and rachael was our mascot. we wrapped her up in newspaper, made a tail, and made her look like a horse. HAHAHA. SO CUTE LAH. (:

SECOND DAY.
we had LOTS OF GAMES. and glenn pan, was our tribe leader. glenn pan.. SUCH A CHEAT! haha. for the water and cup game, he just poured the water from the pail into another pail -.-" but our game master didnt know. haha. so we scored 10/10 for that station. and the other games were funn too. ((: and then we did the love languages thing and MOST of my group member's love language is.. words of affirmation/ gifts/ quality time. and at night, we had OUR FIRST SESSION WITH PASTOR PAUL.

THIRD DAY.
more sessions with pastor paul. more laughing. and then we got divided into our groups for funn night and it was i was in the same group as belle joy, cheryl (who is from my school too!), chris, adeline, bryan, aunty dont know her name, jeremy, caleb and another other few people.

im too lazy to carry on but it was pretty funny, especially fun night. it was so fun. and on the last day, had lunch with pastor glenn lim, pastor paul, sam, liana's boyfriend, and joy, kenny and a few others. and it was sam's birthday on the 8th and they sang him a birthday song in cantonese, without the bad words and the song got stuck in sam's head and he sang it, in the caucasian speaking chinese way. haha.

COOS is a good church and im kind of lost cause im in trinity yet i like COOS too. but ill be visiting COOS on saturday since i told pastor glenn that ill see him there. im still contemplating whether to go over, no reasons why. but i guess i just like it there and i feel at home there. and.. yeah. a few times yesterday, i referred to COOS as MY CHURCH. but i really dont know..

i miss gloria, the pigg. joy the food provider. cheryl, my fellow touch as a love language friend. and even.. caleb, the cute little 3 year old boy. and samuel and joshua. haha. COOS HAS CUTE LITTLE BOYS. haha.

camp seemed so long, but yet, it ended so quickly.
)):

2006-06-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

BEACH OUTING WITH BENN, XUE, ABBY, ARIEL AND GRACE WAS SO SO SO FUNN ((:
i wanted a tan but in the end i turned red. haha.
must be some american blood because they can never get tanned too.
LOL.
lets see, met grace at the bus stop opp the bible college at about 1.30
reached harbour front interchange at about 2.30 cause the bus came at like 1.50
IT WAS MUCHH FASTER THAN I EXPECTEDD ((:
then we were supposed to meet benn, riel, xue and abby at the mrt but we didnt know where it was
then finally we met at the ORANGE SENTOSA BUS
which i FINALLY SAT ON ((:
haha.
while waiting for them, grace and i were talking about cable cars
which we were supposed to take
but xue's scared of heights and im scared that it'll break and i'll die. haha
and grace said she could die from hearing me talk bout it
EVILL. haha.

we went to siloso
though benn wanted to go to the P one.
I STILL CANT REMEMBER THE NAME. haha.
but it was so cool
we all couldnt swim )):
but we did play around and it was REALLY FUNN
and we dug a hole so deep till there was water
WAHAHAHAHA.
and i was like. LOOK! WATER! FINALLY!
as though id never seen water before.
haha. ((:
and we built our shrek castle
and i dont know why but i chose to be FIONA
and abby was like, the ugly ogre
HUMPH ABBY. YOURE NOT MUCH BETTER
GINGERBREAD MAN / MY PRINCE .
wahahaha.
and we built it like a.. dont know what. but yeah
IT WAS REALLY COOL
and i got buried!
HAHA.
WAS SO STUFFY UNDER ALL THAT SAND
and i couldnt even wriggle my toes or move
AND SAND KEPT GETTING IN MY MOUTH.
pui..
AND EYES. haha
xue has a picture of it, cause i didnt bring my cam
WILL UPLOAD (:

AND WHILE xue riel and benn pangseh us to go to walk on benn's bridge
abby and i were drinking coke
and making my ronald macdonalds shoe.
IT WAS BIGG AND LIKE THE ONE RONALD WEARS.
ronald's hot (:
LOL.

and we kept jumping back into the water
and we did the ALL OF US IN A STRAIGHT ROW
LINK ARMS
and
RUN INTO THE WATER
and JUMPP! (:
haha.

we didnt swim):
but we still got all wet anyway
cause we dunked ourselves into the water
and I WAS WEARING WHITE
how stupid
haha.
but i did have the top of my swimming costume inside
so it was fine ((:

used 3 pairs of clothes for the outing
LOL
one for the bus ride
one for the swimming
and the other for going home
haha

and xue and abby were so hungry that after the mrt ride,
they ate my chips while waiting for the bus
AND WHO SAID IT WASNT NICE AND WENT EEEEE
before they ate
LOL.
life saver twisties (:

dont know if i missed out anything but yeah
if i do ill carry on tomorrow (:
12.03 now
goodnightt

2006-05-31T03:37:00.000-07:00

http://wilstar.com/midi/whenamanlovesawoman.htm
CLICK TO LISTEN TO THE MIDI FILE OF WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN;
[by michael bolton/ percy sledge]
haha.

MY MATH STINKS ):
i just passed the heymath test. 10/20
and apparently its counted. GAHHH.
i just have a feeling i wont do good for the coming term's math when i've did so bad for the 1st counted assignment.
BLEAHH.
which means i MAY need to have tuition with mrs feng
which i dont exactly want
)):

and my degree is so going to increase
i've been on the computer since.. one plus?
trying to get my iblog done
and then hey math
and later iblog again.
SIGHHH.
haha.

anyway,
GO LISTEN TO THE MIDI. ((:
and if anyone HAS the song, send it to me PLEASEE ((:
haha.

2006-05-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

please, ignore my previous post. haha. mo and delise have been questioning me for a LONG while who THAT person is. haha. IGNORE IT.

WHENN A MANN LOVES A WOMANNN. haha. now its taken over YOURE THE INSPIRATION haha. because benjamin was skating to that song, wearing his white tee with a grey jacket over and holding a rose. AWWWW. SO SWEET. haha. and then JUST at that line(when a man loves a woman), he was coming to where i was doing my lesson. WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO MY SPIN which i was halfway doing and i stopped to watch and then i was like half smiling half laughing cause he looked so.. cute? haha. and then i think raymond noticed or something and then he was like.. "the rose is for you lah (to me) " and turning to benjamin he said "benjamin! she's here. give her the rose!" WAHLAUU. haha. and benjamin's brother, dominic is super super cute. he must be like around p1-3? haha. and he was doing this blind man act. SO SUPER CUTEE. and when he and benjamin were doing their pairs, i was laughing really hard cause the two of them looked so super cute together. SEE, WHY I WANNA DO PAIRS? haha. and i'll do it with dominic. HAHA.

MUST MUST MUST take a video of benjamin's solo and dominic's solo and their pairs, which is actually all their events..haha.

OH. DID I MENTION I SAY YIYUAN AT THE RED RAIN CONCERT? haha. i was buying their cd when he walked past me and i was like.. is that yiyuan? and he must have known i was looking and gave me this funny look. haha. and he went skating on monday too (:

YAY(: INTER SCHOOL IN 4DAYS TIME. ((:

2006-05-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

i think im jealous.

its something i should not be feeling

but i guess seeing them so close

i just feel all weird

and not happy

i feel so

insignificant

cause he doesnt seem to notice

and yet at times it seems like he does

its just so confusing

how they play with your feelings unknowingly

how they can make you feel special

and yet

like 'another one of those girls' again

even my attempts at ignoring him are futile

because i cant bring myself to

though i know it'd be good for a change

i need time alone with all the girls now

and maybe it'd be a time to find out if he notices

BUT I CANT!

i cant ignore him.

yet i want to

cause seeing them so close

makes me kind of mad at him? haha

i dont know.

im just

CONFUSED

many a times he made me smile

made me feel special

but yet

once i see them talking

i just feel horrible.

RAWWWR.

IM JEALOUS.

and i know it.

2006-05-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

worship experience yesterday was good (:
and after service, i felt so super off; especially at macs
cause i tried so hard to do SOMETHING
but in the end ariel still failed me
and gave me an F9.
RAWWWR.
ah well.
i left macs early and got a new pair of black heels (:
HOORAY ((:

and then there was dg today
and it was FUN.
and i served, again
with ariel (:
and it was pretty funn cause i used the counter again!
:D
and the "guest band" wasnt a guest band
but ah well
we all had funn
and it was really cool screaming so much fro ariels bro
the scary one.
haha

and the concert that my mom dragged me too was cool (:
sad to say
haha.
I LOVE THEIR SONG SUMMER AND OASIS
should be used in church. haha
and sad, xue, ariel and benn all couldnt come ):
BUT I KINDA LIKED IT :D
and i was watching it through my new glasses
not the one that i love so dearly
because it broke
but another one
which is not as nice
but still nice
haha.

SCHOOL HOLS ARE HERE.
though i dont think i'll be having much of a holiday
since i have to spend a lot of time on the math carnival
but it'll be fun
and then the homework
and tuition
and skating
and then our beach outing, remember xue? haha
ah well,
HAPPY HOLIDAY YOU PEOPLE!

math carnival meeting again tomorrow!
no more island creamery this time i hope
no more sudden meeting with certain people
haha.

2006-05-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

GOODNESS!

cant believe who i saw at island creamery today

RAWWR.

i was like really shocked

scared

yet excited when i saw him

and i called ariel and xue dowwn

cause i didnt know WHAT to do

and them being them

they came and i felt so bad cause they left like benn who was sick there

SO SORRY BENN

and i seriously love them lah.

so sweet (:

thank you you two for coming down

BUT THEY MADE ME LOOK LIKE A WATER BUCKET

whats your problem xue?

THEY MADE ME GET SO MANY CUPS OF WATER

cause he happened to be sitting at our cozy corner

and i went and they asked me for his reaction but i didnt see

cause i was too scared to look at him i guess

and i had to go do it AGAIN

to see his reaction

but no i didnt

HAHA.

and it was quite funnae

cause i wanted to borrow his guitar

for SOME reason

haha

RAWWR,

thought id gotten over it

BUT

no.

at least i dont think so

but the worst part was probably that we saw each other

but no one talked or said anything

PFFT.

ah well.

better to forget it

2006-05-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

PRETEENS WAS DISAPPOINTING.
cant really believe that THAT was how WE USED to be
goodness.
haha.
and after worship,
we got chased out
and for what, i dont know
OH WELLS.

kinnon and justin went for SYF audis today
haha.
justin did an encore of what he sang
and kinnon just went of half way
EVILL.

ive got new specs (:
theyre in the making
will be ready by thurs
YAYIE (:
theyre pink and white
i think
and its really nice
and they guy gave us a discount
cause he was from trinity too(:
haha
degree decreased by 25 for one side
and astigmatism increased by 75 for one eye and 50 for the other
thats the result of too much comp.

YAYIE. NEW SPECS (:

2006-05-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

SC OPEN HOUSE wasnt that bad. but it wasnt wonderful either. for 1, i missed service and i was also sticky and sweaty. yuckk. the food was okay i guess i only had wan tan and the chips that i brought for lunch and the peach on a beach drink from the 3sy drinks stall.
and my guided tour was cool (: i brought this parent around the school and then i left them with amelia half way and brought MY parents (: and then another lady whom i gave a super detailed tour around the WHOLE school or almost the whole school anyway

and surprisingly, david came. haha. i just asked him for fun and he really came and he said sc was a mad house. -.-" we are girls. thats what girls are like.. but i brought him to look for bala (: and then we met ms goh and then we just went around and i realised that i was late for my tour and i told him to go to the canteen but i dont know what happened after but he and gabriel who came later, left.. gee. felt bad. left them there.. haha.

and i saw jien nee and charlotte performing for choir (: they looked so cute! they were dancing and yeah. (: so cute.. haha. and the choir was really good especially the dancing and they sang so well (: and our debate booth was pretty empty actually, cause its located upstairs near LT, not a very good location and also we didnt put up any fliers so not much people came to visit but i was helping with part of it, flashing the slides and the seniors were doing the impromptu debates and all. so cool (:

but i didnt like the haunted house. vanessa and i queued for like one hour and then they when we went back 2 hours later cause vanessa was performing for choir and i had my tours to do, they said wait, you'll go after 2 groups but after 2 groups they went oh, we forgot, sorry. wait after two groups and we were waiting for like after 4 groups already and we got really pissed and asked for a refund. PFFT. lousae service.

and i rushed to FUEL. and we were having a quiz. and making some stuff out of plasticine and it was quite cool cause after that i used the cube that someone else made, i suddenly forgot her name, heh, and i wrote stuff on it and threw it to eugene wanting him to read it but he just squished it. such a poot. haha. but finally he read my next one and xue er and i started writing stuff to him on the plasticine and he wrote back. haha. funnae. and he was the angel for the acting thing and mo and keith were daniel's friends.. cant remember their names.

and then it was macs. it was only me, benn and vera going so we decided to go to adam hawker and we had prawn mee soup. NICE (: haha. finally a change from macs. and then we went over to macs and had a tub of ice cream at island creamery (: just the three of us and we were talking. and seriously, i never knew that benn and vera were going through similar stuffs with me in school i mean BENN?! haha. but it was so cool (: and we went for our walk and vera left after and we settled at macs cause ariel was coming and i started forcing eugene to study. but it was for his own good. if not he'd keep getting distracted. haha. so funny (: and then i was playing catching with chetwin. haha. cause he started going sister mariah when i had my jacket over my head and apparently i looked like a nun. -.-" haha.

and just before i left, i bought a tub of reverso to bring home and eat (: and guess what, it was the green shirt with white stripes guy who served me! haha. the same one who took the water away from our table. LOL. REMEMBER BENN?

6SY05

2006-05-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

just went to youtube to watch the 6sy05 video

OH MY GOODNESS

ITS SO SWEET (:

the first one showed more of the lingli and eugenie, mich teo group

BUT.

simmy and esther was there

goodness

simmy

she looked so simmyish

so cute (: haha

first video;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eI1ptBU4LEI

SECOND video

had JESSIE (:

SIMMY again

and ME (: haha.

then there was ze shan

lao shi

and.. eugenia in the background

HAHA.

OH MY. i miss them so so so much

compared to se, we were really ununited

but i guess during the last few days of school

everyone was so nice to each other

and it was just so sweet (:

though within the class

we hated some people

SOME.

we still got along quite well

and there were many sweet and funny memories

like the one of SARAH TAN

she was doing her bridge

the one we learn in gym

in the clasroom

and just as she was doing it,

she fell

and

BOOM!

there was this loud crash

and it was really mean of me and jessica

but we were laughing

ALOT

haha

for like the whole day

it was super funny

and then there was RACHEL TAN and MS GOH

and JESSIE

talking bout masturbation during class

-.-"

dont know how it started

but it was like joy told rachel something about masturbation being sick

and she didnt know what it means so she asked around

but no one really answered her

and she asked simmy who was located at the other side of the classroom

mouthing to her

"do you know what is masturbation?"

because at that time we were having science,

it was still before PSLE

and simmy being simmy

gave her this, duh but yet blur look

and shaped a bed

and mouthed back

"master bed lah?"

and then rachel asked jessica who was

three people away from her

"what is masturbation? do you masturbate?"

and jessica who was concentrating

and did not understand just nodded

and rachel being rachel

said aloud

"JESSICA CHAN MASTURBATES!"

and ms goh gave that -.-" look.

we found out the meaning cause rachel finally checked the dictionary

passed it around

and read it out to the class

and we did laugh about that jessica thing

but no, she does not masturbate (:

and the time where lyn got 'pregnant' during hcl

she strapped simmys bag around her

and then covered herself with the jacket

and then decided to go into labour during hcl

at 2.30 or something

but we were having tingxie

and then she made me and sim

her midwives

so halfway during ting xie

we ran to the back of the class

to help lyn deliver her baby

LOL.

and we made lao shi so angry

see? 6sy 05 is just FULL OF FOND MEMORIES

and even the people are really nice

like during nat koh's birthday party

we went to escape theme park

and then we were riding the alpha 8

and it was dark

and jerky

and i screamed

the loudest

according to them

and after that her brothers were like

we could hear you all screaming

and they were saying it was me

HAHA.

evil people,

you all had a fair share of screaming to

OKAY.

of course there was val and her

sexy kitty thing

*ahem ahem*

HAHA.

okay,leaving you with the 2nd video

ENJOYY (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EddrG3B5u_w